miss th0se dayz``

Finally finished ma last paper. But then this sem is kinda relaxing for me as I took 2 subs only~ moral no worries juz COM nia he-he..
Uh,, know what? My CLONE & I have the test in the same hall~ muahaha..cant stop laughing when I saw her. Gosh,, even BEN aso said that we look alike. Gosh!!
After test, came back room n pack ma stuffs. Mom told me that if 2mrw have ticket she wants me to go back 2mrw but if dun have then Friday lorh. She asked me why I wanna stay here so long n all. True aso, nth much to do here aso. BORED~ if laz sem diff la coz joe, Karen, steve, roger all here NOW, although 3 stil here but… …(dunno what to say)
Well, had ma dinner at 11smth.. suppose2b supper I guess. Was bz v ma packing n all mana tau joe n steve fall alsleep.. arghh,, so have to wait til they wake up n e’thin. Keke
During supper, we were talking bout someone. He used to be VERY VERY close v us laz few months.LAST FEW MONTHS. But now, we’re getting further & further.. he’s a BUSY man nowadays so we didn’t blame him on anything just dun like / wan things to b lyk this. But then, he wouldn’t give a bloodie damn on it tho =) so, even if i/we tell em bout this, things wont change =P really miss those tym when we were very close.. all the happiness, joy, funs.. … I cant find it now or wherever. Those tyms we alw make fun of each other, play water, play this n that.. although some of it is like kinda childish but that’s the fun!!!that’s the joy!! That’s our happiness!!! If tym could turn back.. I would like to turn back to laz sem/laz few months.. that was my happiest tym in ma life!! Although there’re some conflicts but we still overcome n settle it down!! All the tears n everythin is worth it```
The part I miss most is bukit merah and the KLIA part which charles n joe drunk n puke.. was funny .. they’re such a joker n charles is the CLOWN of the dae.. yeehhaa… and then the 1st tym I tried to get drunk but ended up HIGH only. Sigh.. I can remember EVERYTHING happened on me that day..’I need toilet!! But am lazy to go, can u carry me there?? Y the toilet so far??’ heh…
But then everything is OVER??? Why muz those heppie tym passed so so fast?? Tot we could have even MORE fun this sem but then.. … YES!! in the beginning of this sem, everything is stil OK but after a while.. EVERYONE is bz v their own BUSINESS.. Karen, suppose to come meet us this month as in today or smth BUT .. she’s BZ .. later on, she’ll b working. Tot we say we’re going to genting?? Huh?? Aiks… so sad that everything didn’t goes on well. Life still goes on..

some of th0se eppiness picz ::







ma 2 BIG sis n me =)












2 chickiee¬tiiee bully karen =p












bukit merah laketown res0rt~

::..my clone..::

juz came back frm MINI MART and dinner v raelyn, xian and 2 more friends..
this was the conversation then we JUST walked in that time ::
shop uncle : wa...look alike,look alike!! (laugh n smile looking at me)
xian : eh pauline, ur clone inside la!!!
raelyn : (laugh....)
me : huh?? look like me?? where got? yier,so much diff ler!!
after a while, a guy called me "xiao jie,wait a while,wait a while!!" then he was pulling my so-called CLONE... i was so scare then i quickly walk away to another side to look at the bread..
xian was laughing like hell while i stick to raelyn .. she aso keep on laughing..my face that time aso blush~ goshh!!then.... the guy blocked my way when i wanna walk to the counter... damn geram!!! the whole mini mart is like..all looking at my clone and i and laughing at us!!
when reach the counter, raelyn made her payment but then that shop uncle were like looking at me..
shop uncle : whats ur sir name ahh??(smiling..)
me : chua..(weird.)
shop uncle : oh chua ah.. eii she's not ur sister la her sir name is chua. (LOL)
raelyn & xian : (lauging out loud ...)

walk outa that shop,
raelyn n xian : ehh..actually noh, there's 1 more gal looks more alike u eh..if we sees her,will show u..
me : har...weii,, dun do me like that ler.so xin ku inside there juz now.make me pai sei.
raelyn : pity u ler juz now..if i were u i wouldnt have walk in ady so pai sei!! gosh~
me : arghh,,, babi la u all.
then we all started to laugh..

actually b4 this they have been telling me she looks like me dy but then i dun think so ler.. i tot only this KELANTANESE thinks we looks alike mana tau even her friends aso think so...argh!! darn!! but then its so farnie eii..
aiyooo...ehe,, can imagine if she n me bump into each other then... ...? what wil it be??muahaha,,
still thinking what makes them said that we looks alike ler...hmmph~ weird!!
cant stop thinking n laughing*

hmm...my laptop cant on la now--problem.shit!! now in raelyn's room blogging then wanna go back study~haiyoo...shit!! tangan gatal go delete then TERdelete the windows thingy so now cant on to window..arghh!!! damn !!
nvm la..mayb good aso.can concentrate on studies too.. muahahah
alw during finals my latop sure problem 1.. laz sem aso b4 finals..this sem aso...walao!! killing me!! hmmph..
this morn slept after 8am...cant sleep ler~slept til 4smth..ehe.
been memorizing ma answers..then watch guess guess guess..!! laugh til ma stomach burst!..ehehe... now kenot watch ady lor.sad case~
hermm,, quarreled v rya..he didnt msg me at al since yday.so sad!! aii~coz of that prob he dowan2msg me?? its a small prob n not ma fault scold n mecok me doesnt elp ler~aiihh!!! makes me pening niah!!!!
uh--- yesterday ren came n find me to take my luggage frm me..then,b4 that coz am having lunch v kelvin so he went to play snooker while waitin for me.then go meet him at the snooker place..i played a bit leh`haha..not bad not bad.~
but that snooker place no ppl 1..hahahha...juz us n 1 more table niah~
hermm..gtg studiieee dy.

2mrw test ady ler..muahaha n i juz studied for 2mrw~heh.1st time am taking things easily.keke

cant sleep AGAIN sigh..damn geram so take the time to study.. memorize those answerss hope it helps la..heh

today went for advance enrollment.Took 4 sub nx sem wanted to take another 1 but clash .. arghh,, juz too bad lah.checked my study plan.I wanna go study in Hawaii..hee. So checked hawaii uni's study plan. Need abt 24ct hrs then can transfer ady.. waAaa,, syok ei..cant wait to go~haha but altho 24ct hrs only stil dun think parents'l allow me go so faz ler~keke.. Will c la h0w. after counting, if i wanna go n everything goes on well by nx year aso can leave ady ler..

herm,, yesterday went jalan2 v johann's dog--Gordon. Roger asked to go v him coz Johann n his wife is in KL so nobody bring the dog out for "shhee...sheee...",shitting,and eat..so,went v Roger .. At 1st Gordon keep on barking when we go near to the gate.. then keep on jumping dah la big...waaa,,,scariee~

after that think think, saw his food on top of the shoe rack n its easy to take so went in neighbour's hse n take his food to feed him to shut his mouth so that he wont bark. Then bring em out walk walk.. his 'tangki' so big le.aha..i mean,he pee more than 4 times i guess then shit for 2 time.ueksss,,, disgusting^

but was not bad la..coz its windy n not hot mar that tym.. This few days been raining n the weather is kinda cooling..

afta that went dinner v steve n roger in the nearby kopitiam.Come back, continue study..waaa,,,really tired of studyin but no choice coz i juz got COM's text book so have to do some notes n all. b4 this i rely on d notes ony mar but then lec say notes not enuff. somemore he give us tips ady so juz make notes refer to the tips lorh~

juz now Ren called me. Wanted to come here 2mrw to get my bagssss from me but then 2mrw i have exam n maybe afta that have meeting. but stil not comfirm so told him sunday better le. But then wil let him know if 2mrw i can make it or not la. He's just so nice~hehe. everything also okay 1. =)

hermm,, mom asked if wanna go betong not..think somewhere in pahang ba. after thinking dun really feel like goin. Even sis say its a bored place~ arghh,, furthermore all adults.. think wil b like damn bored that type so.. makes me even more dun feel like g0in. hopefully joey say he dowan2go la so that i aso dun have to go.keke.. so,HE can COOK for me while i wash plates..ehe. kakak not around ma..or,we can go out for food.. ops,,think cousin sis will b around..ahh,if she's ard then ok wert~ no worries..hehe..

aiya..dunno la. juz dont feel like goin!!

thankgoodness 2mrw's test is not in the mornin..suppose to b in the mornin but changed to afternoon..phew~ or else i surely cant wake up 1.. c!!now aso what tym ady n am stil awake.hmmph,, weird me!! hiak hiak

well,i didnt sleep at all last nite!! heh~ insane? crazy? i really have no choice if i wanna have a nice sleep at nite so that wont b awake during midnight.didnt sleep at all then go straight to class at 10. but class finished ard 11am. went photocopy the ques and ans, acc friend eat, tapao then came back room. i finshed 14 episodes drama in 2 days.. its kinda abnormal for me coz normaly take me 3- days to finish it but bcoz i cant sleep so, i spend time studying and watch drama~ keke.

but then last nite coz seghee have car, he borrowed frm chee how to go "paktor" v gf. after that came kacau me. we talked a while tru window .. after a while, he said he's hungry and so happen he have car,so we went out for supper~ muahaha. was chit chatting v him loads of stuffs.. he's really crazy~ haha. make me laugh troughout the nite. afta that he say dowan2go back yet wanna lepak so went klia. he wan me 2 show him where is the viewing area and the some places. so, we went lor. had a drink in mcdonals then cabut. by the time we reach coll is ard 6sth 7am like tat. went out for like 2/3 hrs, crapping, talkin, bull-shiting and all . huahuahua

came back room, was kinda tired but i didnt sleep coz i know if i sleep, tonite sure kenot sleep ady so watch drama AGAIN til 8sth, went shower n get ready n wait for time to go for class.. after class, seghee n me go buy cake for wen hao. 2day is his bday mar. tot goina celebrate v em 2nite during dinner but then dunno wthell is him that time so i dunno if they celebrated v him not. 7sth raelyn them al went diner but i didnt go n i fal asleep.. TOO TIRED ady~ so...i dunno if they actually celebrated or not and what time or at where~arghh

mom called me ard 8sth when im sleepin. she was so shocked that i sleep so early then i say too tired n dun feel well. she ask like TONS of ques :huh..how come??have fever??why like that??drink more water kay?? go for doc if really ever..bla bla bla" i was like...:" a...yes..ok..mmm..yes yes..."haha..but then i do asked her la how is she and how's things going on coz kakak went back indo ady.. am sure she'll b super tired since sis n me aso not ard to help her.. aiih` sad case..harap JOEY? gosh~..haha..but she said joey do help a LIL' la..eke..better than no~

she asked me why am i going back so late n all.asked me if i wanna go back earlier not. but then im like sort of unconcious so i forgotten what i answered.. bu i remember she asked me to think abt it~ eheh..opss

i dunno who the hell wake me up make me cant sleep back!! arghhhh... tot i sleep at 7sth then can sleep til nx mornin so that i can wake up earlier to study~ babi nyer!!! my sleeping time really TERBALIK ady. walao...die ei like that...if i have test in the mornin i'll DIE but thankgoodness my test all either noon or afternoon like that...

oh no!! saturday test ady. but is MORAL la.. this lec even give us the ques so i juz have to memorize the ans..muahaha,,, kinda relax huh..well,moral dun have to expect much juz need to pass as its really NOT important at all. but bcoz its a compulsory sub so everyone have to take it. 1 thing weird. i skipped class more than my friends and my mid term marks also lower than them but my overall marks higher than them?? h0w come huh?

curious~ weird~

hmmph,,aiya..this is not important...public speaking is important!! arghh die eii....

oh no...n0t feeling well~

hmmph,, am not feeling well 2day! arghh..

laz nite didnt sleep at all slept at 10am this morn. b4 i could sleep, i vomitted 3 times. ueks,, that feelings sux eii..gosh

its bcoz laz nite went supper v surin then dunno why all of sudden i eat mayb coz miss thier nasi lemak. then, the sambal got probs. tis morn only vomitted.. my troat was so spicy n sour when i vomit time..ueks,, dunno how to describe how bad is it!!

then, skipped my 4pm class n sleep the whole day til 6.30pm like that saw joe's msg. asked me out for dinner then since i aso had been in d room whole day, went v joe n steve. had a cup of hot milo kosong then came back n eat bread. after eating feel like vomitting BUT i dowan coz i hate that taste.. uh!!

daddy called me AGAIN today n he said i sounded very weak so told him that wasnt feeling well n all. he told me that my flight ticket comfirmed dy as b4 this am on waiting list mar.. finally dun have to worry bout ma ticket dy ..

headache now..so late dy am stil awake. 2mrw class at 10am. for public speaking, 2mrw last day ady so hopefully i feel better n can go lor. zae told me bout my assgn marks n am kinda satisfied la at least over half. =)

now worry bout my internal marks..hopefully is above half la then i dun have to worry..so do ma LAN Sub.. oh no!!this coming saturday is my LAN test. i know roger them all will kill me for worrying abt this sub .. they wil say :"aiya,, LAN ony ma..dun have2study 1 la ...siao 1 u.bla bla bla" while that babi roger will say "if i were u, i'll play more golf " hehehe....--am i right? bluek

aiyoo.. suddenly miss home mayb coz am not feeling well la. felt v uncomfortable ... wanna eat ths n that aso kenot sigh!!

hungry la!!! arghh,,

wat da...?? sigh

Had dinner v ben today. He asked me out for dinner coz his gf not ard n then think dunno who to find then ask me out ba~ aha
Hermm,then went out for supper v surinder~ talked v him lo. Aihh.. we were talking bout yean tho.. muahah.. said that his STYLE is like that n all~ sigh. Really dunno what more to say bout him ler~ heh.. kinda disappointed but that’s YEAN~ what2do? Hmmph,,
I cant blame him after thinking all nite I cant blame any1 neither him or qi~ LIFE.

but then Qi cant stop cryin..sigh. she msged me today n said that she's so down n she need some1 bside her n she say she wish am there..gosh~

that really make me feel bad.. thnk i dowan meh? hmmph,, can only convience her console her persuade her...that all what i can do now... hope she can get over it fast ler.
Well, went out v T today n we were talking talking.. suddenly T told me smth abt C which is my kinda close friend in coll. Well, T told me smth which make me hard to blive that C will do this kinda thing. I really dunno who to blive now!! T makes me have hatred towards C.. arghh,, I know I shouldn’t have this kinda feelings but.. its too suddenly and al really don’t know why. Aihh,, it’s between them but.. I trust C and C for me is not that kinda person who will take advantages on ppl~ coz, C is very protective and caring towards friends ard C. sometimes C is being SO / over-protective towards C’s fwen til C let others misunderstood?? Its true that C is so protective and caring towards C’s fwen n make friends feel warm v C. but, the way T tell me is like so-true that type gosh!!! *worry*anxiety
Hmmph,, now T hates C loads while am neutral so far. I hope I can still act normal and face C~ I don’t want to have bad thoughts on C juz bcoz of what T say.. that really influence me!! Arghh…. What a big joke!!OR, izit bcoz C is fakening? Am so sorry to say so but, am wondering.. izzit bcoz C wanna get sympathy tru friends?? Or what… all C’s care is all fake?? I really dunn0 . Aiihhh.. why this kinda stupid things happen.. if I know I wouldn’t have go out n talk to T.. aiyo..why izit so complicated padahal its not? Aiks,, am I thinking too much? I wish I am
Well, daddy called me after that mummy called suppose2talk2her afta talkin2daddy but bcoz she was on the phone v sis.. afta talkin2mom sis called …have a long talked v them afta so long neva talk2them~ but b4 talkin2all of them, rya called me too we talked for a while ~ even xiang called me today..whow..was super dupper surprise he suddenly call me. Call me for no reason. Juz2kacau me. Sigh [hs credit too much til duno where2spend]—ops,, ppl call me but I say like that~ muahah..jk jk~
Aha,, download 2 taiwan drama frm dc++ today.. as my healing hands III is finishing takes me so long to watch this drama. [watch it since beginning of this sem but til now stil not finish..]Ehe…
Some friend even finished watching but im half way of it..hahaha,, 2mrw start class ady. weekend is OVER!! Ahhhh,, so lazy!! But thankgoodness class at 4pm 2rw..keke can sleep til at least 1515..hahah…bluek..am lazy!! Cant deny that~ opss,,,
headache now..sigh!! wish I can sleep but am so so so so energetic right now arghh,,

dont b sad gal~am alw here for u!!

What a boring weekend!! Been in ma room for the whole day besides dinner so happened raelyn them all asked me out then only I go. Otherwise I’ll b in the room WHOLE DAY!! Gosh!! Its gawd damm bored!
Arghh,, really dunno what more can I do bsides studying and watch drama~ jo n steve sure bz play games in CC, that BABI golf, Damien back s’ban, surin.. dunno la mayb debate or subang. So lazy to do anything..
Juz now ard 9pm, qi called me n told me her probs we talked for almoz 1 hr. Then ard 12 smth, she sent me a msg which SOME1 sent to her. I quickly msged her after received that msg.. That fella juz hurt her!! Gosh.. few hrs ago she was complaining bout that fella n suddenly that fella sent a msg to her… n that’s the time she cried.. she’ve been cryin throughout this relationship.. even am tired v it!! Things happen too suddenly ady n she’s not ready to face all this thing furthermore 2mrw is her 1st day to work!! Omg!!! Why muz this happen so fast on her?? That fella been hinting ady but how can we didn’t realize it?—didn’t contact her for 2/3 days.. she called, miss called, msged.. … but,no replies. Aiih~
Now, everything GAME OVER!! Juz tru a msg?? n that fella give NO reason for that break-up!! Really dunno how she goina face this.. neva c her cry so badly b4.. NEVER!! Somemore this gal alw depend on friends, wish I could b at her side now hug her tightly n let her cry out loud but I cant. I can only cry v her on the phone and console her.. that’s all I can do!!
This MIGHT b good for her as this thing is over~ now, she juz need to face this prob.. am worry that she cant sleep, cant eat and everything!! Furthermore this gal like to think a lot!! But, I’m not worry she wont tell me anything as she’s diff 4om me.. she’ll definitely tell me her probs and what is she thinking.. she wont keep ANYTHING to herself and will split it out to me while me?? Heh~ slowly wait la I’ll tell rather keep2maself.. THAT’S ME~ what2do?? Well, I blive time’ll heal. H0pe she can get over it fast~ she deserve to get a better 1 !! she’s very weak.. very timid n dunno how to face probs that’s why am very worry bout her.. aiyooo,, I really dunno what to do now!!! I WILL go back NOW if I have the chance.. just too bad I cant~
Now, everyone need time to think and give themselves some space to think abt it. I blive that fella had been thinking bout tis v long ady n its not easy for him 2 make this decision.. just hope that he wont regret for making this decision. I din even have the chance2talk2him yet. I shud give him sometime 1st and will talk abt it when times come.. am sure he’ll tell me.
Hmmphh, 2mrw another long day.. arghh,,, dead bored here somemore raining otherwise can go for jogging..
Dinner aso cant go out n eat.. have to eat in dining hall… ueks,, no choice ler as no more better place2go. Sigh
Dunno what time only I can sleep tonite. Mayb EALY in the MORNIN..keke
Hermm,, whatever over is over... She lost a boyfriend but she still have good friends2support her n b by her side ..
Just hope that everything will b better for her and hope she can b tough and face this problem positively!!

Whow….finally,,everythin’s over!!haven been blogging for sometime dy.was kinda bz v ma stuffs. Preparing for trial debate,real debate,assignments,class assignments n exam..wow..n today is a real relief for me!!! Passed up assgn today,debate ends today…waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..damn eppie!
Although am bz v ma things but am getting close v zae and yoke chin. Esp yoke chin!!the both of us alw talk talk talk n talk. Gossiping and she’ve been telling me her “stories” and all..INTERESTING.keke but was fun~ they come to ma room n we discuss in my room… y’day we spent 4 hrs or mayb more in my room discussing abt our real debate thingy..gosh!!after class-6pm til ard 10sth only cabut..thats long!!
Couldnt find those stupid info tru net then have to think ourselves n all.this week really bz n sufferin la.kao!!will die as a result of bz-ness..keke…”as if”
Juz now zhe n ren came nilai find me after my debate. So,went dinner v them v jayne along..she’s studying in nilai coll ma..near oni.so,went dinner n talk talk lorh
Afta that sent jayne back n go look ard nilai cool.i drove !! hehe..ren let me drive his car~so,frm AK,drove to nilai coll n back to my coll~hehe
Oh ya,we lost our deate BUT we’re so so so happy!! Haha..coz we dowana win!!if win,tmr stil have to go for debate..gosh~ n then HAVE TO discuss n find info AGAIN..gosh~so we rather lose.furthermore yoke chin goin back home n zae wanna go kl..so,all wanna lose..hehe
B4 that lec give us the result, we were like…oh gawd!!hope we lose..hahaha,,,ppl wanna win but we’re opposite..many of us wanna lose eii!! Hehehe,, semangat lose~ wakakak
Haiyooo…what can I do eh?? Damn bored.now I can watch my drama dy BUT stil have to study ler exam aso soon dy..hehe
Tmr ren n zhe asked me to midvalley but am not goin la.lazy la go alone n then if go,sure waste money dee…no way!!hehe..better stay back..muahaha,,wanna sleep til I wake up myself without alarm!! Waaaaa,,,,hehe..

Juz came back v Damien few mins ago..acc him for supper ..
Lalla,,,he juz came back frm subang then hungry then straight away asked me acc him go makan..duh~so,have2acc him..walked all d way out juz2his supper…
Then talk + lepak a while oni c0me back.
Hermm,,2day’s day was n0t bad..n0 m0re stomach ache c0oL..keke..
And am so g0od gal,I had medicine.n0rmally if I go for doc I dun take the medicine 1..this time duno what I take as0 mayb c0z its really pain like hell n I dowan2suffer that kinda pain nemore..keke

Well well well,t0day ah…smth happen in coll.
1 guy in block H, suicide g0sh!!!that time was on skype v seng siang talking..then,suddenly he asked me to 0n my DC++ he said some1 suicide blk H , level4 then r0ger as0 msged me n t0ld me b0ut it and I was like omg!!
N heard that that fella din die now in hospital but n0t sure if that fella stil alive n0t~
So shock th0-
Hermmm,,,supp0se 2 g0 over steve’s aprt to have dinner v joe n steve but seems like goina rain,lazy to walk there n hav sth2do so I din go lo.steve’s goina cook..aiya,,t0o bad,,mayb 2mrw nite g0in 0ver .muahaha will c how things goes on~
What else ah t0day..oh,,my c0m lec 2day was kinda….pissed off.
Many ppl din go for class n then he wanna teach us the format of debate as today’s debater didn’t do well n dun seems 2 understand well..so, he’s soooooooo gawd damn worry but he’s so cool today I mean the way he talk was like—wh0w..
He swear like nobody’s business and all *phew. But after that he apologize la..hehe..so cool!!muahaha –bad gurl

T0day s0on suddenly msged me..asked me what2get for qi f0r her bday present n all..so,give em some suggestions n then chatted v him lo.been sometime edi didn’t msg v em..
Oh ya!!this morn,suppose2wake r0ger up at 0615am but overslept so,woke up round 8smth juz2check the time n sent him a “sorry” msg then wanted to continue sleep but I felt smth is bside me…then,pull of ma blanket n c lo…omg!!!my tennis racket was bside me!!g0sh!!
What happen I as0 dunno..was so surprise n I started to laugh at myself…have no idea why ma racket bside me..duh.cant even remember when I take my racket n put it beside me…duh!!
Weird!!hmmph~

This few days been rainin..but,was ok la.juz felt so laziee to do anything.
Juz finished 1 of ma moral assign.
2mrw have to go for class..felt superb laziee…duh!!c0z,my sleepin time all mix up dee..
Sleep ard 4sth 5am til depends on what time’s my class nx day…
Dunno why cant sleep le even if I lie on the bed at 2sth but I’ll end up go shower n do smth else..sigh!
Aiihh..sad case eii!!muahhaa

Tired but not sleepy.muahaha
Juz came back fr time square v joe,steve n r0ger f0r movies. We watched 2 movies—sky high and into the blue. Into the blue was good. Continuously2show .. arghh,,
Had dinner in steve’s aprt .. he cooked vege n sausage v some gravy while I tapao smth there too.
Steve cooked.not bad not bad.muahha,,
I actually slept at 8am n woke up at 12sth then went for class at 2pm but din turn up for 4pm’s class.admit am lazy!!but the lec aso not teachin so,yoke chin suggested not to go and I was like…ok lah anything~keke

2mrw am going to kl AGAIN to meet mummy.she’s in damansara—pj or smth like that.will meet her b4 she go back kb .. Damien accompanying me take train as he’s going to subang~ at 1st tot can tumpang chee how but he went back today so too bad .
Damien asked me to pyramid v him juz now bt bcoz he told me 2of my ex-good/close friend goin so I dowan2go..hehe
C0z,I know SURE kekok 1 if go so I donwanna go.he wanted me to go badly but I dowan. Feel bad but no choice le. He wan me to acc him as he’s not close v 1 of them he promised wil walk v me n all but I think that dun sounds good as they’re out together then takkan juz walk n talk v me,rite?so,I made up my mind n n0t go..

Today was ryan’s bday party I mean,he n his friendsssss bday party heh.too bad am not there celebrate v them but even if am there I dun think I’ll have fun as am not close v his friends..qi went but she dun seemed to b heppie. Maybe coz we’re not close v his friends,juz a few .. so its kinda borink f0r her
She went bcoz of yean niah~hehe but after that they cabut ard 9sth to pcb—go paktor..muuahahha,,after that her mood changed to b much much better!! Muahha,, know this c0z after that we were msgin..haha
Glad that she’s happy la.aiya..headache v this gal.c0z she’s v sensitive n all get worried over small things, wan ppl 2 care for her loads and all..
So,sometimes yean might not give what she want n she’l start complainin wanna break n all n I’m the 1 who convince her.sigh.hehe what2do..F R I E N D!!
In the afternoon,she was sayin this n that but at nite….so happy..aiyoo..pening gua~ heh but,happy to hear that she’s happy tho..*shaking head* haha

Kinda tired..wanna sleep d .. Headache now sigh..

stomach stil aching..sigh!!
went to c doctor juz n0w ard 8sth pm.joe juz came back today n she n steve broght me to doctor.
he said that is gastric!!my gawd...i do eat w0r.
say is bc0z didnt eat on time n avoid eating oily f0oD..
gave me 3 medicine costs 22bucks..
after doc we went to nilai's BIGGER's supermarket--GRAND UNION.both of them wanna get sth so,i aso go get sth for myself l0r.
get breads,soya bean,koko krunch(hehe..din eat so long deee),and vegetarian maggi..c0z,all my maggi in my drawer is either tom yam or kari..sigh~..hehe
doc even asked me if i had spicy food not thsi few days...hehe,,but i didnt c0z on vegetarian ma,where2get spicy f0od.
then,t0ld m0m bout it,kena a lil frm her.she din scold me BUT she juz say say say.ask me to munch smth b4 go for class n all.
b4 that i went for orientation nite~
well,i went for a while only c0z after that went clinic.ermm,,i think TOO many MC edi n bcame kelam kabut..MCs 're surin,damien,ferhan,mei kin and 1 more gal..
aiyoo..th0se mr inti hor...aiihh.....no leng cai 1..sigh!! but th0se gals was n0t bad la .. better than th0se guys..
my gawd!!! aiihh--speechless..keke
but i enjoy 1 thing la--they invited ppl 2 dance break dance..uh-uh~cool!!!
they're n0t bad la.if am not mistaken they're frm thailand...IF not mistaken la.not so sure b0ut it
dun give a damn..i juz watch niah~hehe

well,,,nth much ler.
2day kena few ppl nag..
kena frm ryan,yoke chin,r0ger,m0m,joe,seghee... ... all nag me for dieting n all...g0sh!!!
1 after an0ther..aiy00ooo..die ei like that~hehe
laz nite was johann...duh
c0z they eugene,roger n him ordered food but i ordered drinks only..so,say lor..
u played tennis d,u muz eat th0se carbo f0od..vege or what...cannot leave ur stomach empty,,
later 2mrw u got no energy to study..bla bla bla...
aiy0ooo..i know its for my own good..hermm,,speechless.
mayb am wr0ng th0..
but today i good gal leh,
lunch time dunno why i suddenly walk2dining hall n buy rice..went to the vegetarain stall to get food...duh,,really dunn0 why~
whole day my stomach aching like nobody's business...wh0w,,suffering eii
gawd!!!
*yawn*

dunn0 what happen2laptop..keep on automatically shut down..sigh!!
mayb kena msn virus,if i din on msn mostly ok but sometimes stil auto shut down la.
laz weekend brought back to check but that fella say was ok wor..weird!!
babiiieee nyer~
ahh,,cant wait to go back this end of october!!
heee,,this time is 2 months break..wahhhhh..
but,stil have many things2b done...sigh~
joey wil b goin to indonesia for training AGAIN..so n1ce...i wish i can go but... ...
t00 bad~bc0z daddy dun "chop" money 1..otherwise i sure can goo..hehe..
its kinda Xpensive tho.muz pay for uncle tea as well...hmmph~burden f0r daddy...work so so so hard for us,,
every parents wanna give the best to thier children..so do mine!!
blek..

mmmm,,wanna continue watch ma drama dee...muahaha,,,

b t0ugh!!

came back 2 inti yday arrived round 12sth then reach c0ll at 1330
unpacked my stuffs n cleaned up ma r0om.was s0 lazie2d0 anythin.went2class bt lec as0 din do anythn much juz teach n tel us abt debate thingy n passed up assgn..
went for tennis t0o yday was ok la hit some balls t0o can lepas geram ma heh
wasnt feeling g0od yday during tennis felt s0 d0wn f0r s0me reAsOn..
din realliee talk much during tennis and dinner was so damn quiet during dinner prob c0z they were talkin abt things which i dun know much thats why 'tiam tiam' furthermore lazy2talk
tears frm ma eyes juz dropped down again n again yday sigh felt so terrible,horrible n 'VEGETABLE'.
hmmph,,speechless

back to the heppie moments...
went back to hometown was GREAT!!wh0w..juz cant describe how heppie am i to go back this time.
went out everynite v qi..2nites only la.haha,,
0n the 1st--her bday,called her in d mornin n ask her if she'l b h0me in the afternoon n i tel her that m0m'l go2her hse 2 pass her smth then she asked if im back not n i lied to her i cant go back coz have smth2do over here
so,in d aftern0on,went to her ouze,that time she was in her living room watchin tv her sis opened the door4me.i walked in n so happen she look back..when she saw me she was like--STARING at me v her mouth 0pen..muahah so farnie
then she hit me c0z i lied2her n went up stairs to talk.hehe so heppie that moment.
at nite,we went out v yean..zhe and ren joined us a lil later.went to noodle station.
that nite,i drove out..wh0w..so shocked parents actually allowed me to drive out eii!my gawd so eppie.
then went get her a cake
after makan,i asked that gal 2 take out the cake for us she was so surprise...
she was so happie that nite i can c tru her smiles ... hmmmmm,,this year is her BEST bday she told me..
and I'M her big big bday present..hehe
neway ren,zhe n me get her a perfume.
after celebration,she went dating while me..?hahhaha....got ler tuh
but i ended up sending her back h0me t0o c0z yean have to get back to KL--kok lanas..hahahha
that time she was so unhappie c0z yean cant spend m0re time v her.yean's m0m keep on calling him n asked him 2 get h0me she cried..aiy0o,,have to presuade her all the way h0me n all
but,things went better after i tell her this n that
on the 2nd,woke uo at 0630am juz 2 ssend joey 2 sch.dunno why i woke up and send aso eh.and again i went out the whole day but this time is to help mom.go get printer,buy ink,send daddy to office c0z im using his car--DUN like2drive mom's car alone--BIG le..sigh
then,at nite went out v qi AGAIN.went to kbmal. ryan,sherwin,sigh and samuel was there t0o
walk 2ether a while then went to secret v a drink v them.after that they went 2 sherwin's hse but me n qi go r0und r0und.
went2d car park v qi,there's a proton car parked bside mine comin out.his car was kinda near mine so i look at it.that guy suddenly say : 'actually i juz wanna look at u both' i was like...oh no!!faster get in the car,start engine n lock the bloody d0or..scary.then,goin out time,that car was infront of mine,he suddenly stop at the side so that i can go 1st then he follwed frm behind.kao!!qi n me was like my gawd "dun tell me they goina follow us" then,i actually wanna turn but scare they follow so,go straight 1st,after they turn then only we turn..b4 they move on,hey horned us..ohhh..scary!!if am alone i DIE eii..sigh
then,bring qi go take money then send her off.after that go n pick rya at sherwin's hse.asked me to send him back so sent him back l0r..
i like the way he dress up that nite so cool~well,i alw like2c guys dress up like that.
hmm..

on the 3rd--laz day in kb,sent joey2sch for the last time..
then,went home continue sleepin as my flight at 1145am ma..b4 went to the airport,mom brought me get some pau c0z i cant eat meat--vegetarian for 9 days muahah used to it d.altho not in kb but i stil do eat.now,cannot eat meat,egg n onion..blek
g00d good..can diet~muahaha

ahh...this mornin i skipped class--my10am class.duh~
c0z gastric.yday had pau in the mornin til the whole day i had nothin then gastric l0r,sigh
somemore slept at 6am then have2wake up at 9am?my gawd..headache n gastric..
so,msged zae told her i cant go to class.mana tau,she n yoke chin ended up skipping class too.zae brought milk n yoke chin bought poridge 4 me c0z she know i cant eat meat n all for 9 days..
i was so surprise n shocked when they came.dunno what can i say...so touched too!!
hermmm.. 12noon's class i went altho my stomach stil pain.but better than mornin loads!!
altho am super tired but that lec make me laugh like hell!!somemore he showed us a video clip,was funnie too..ee.hehe
he dismiss the class at 1330 ..half n hr earlier.so nice.hehe

later got tennis but dunno can play not coz rainin n i'm not feeling so well.if later feel much better,i'll g0ooo (=
hmmph,thats all for now...

h0me swEeT h0me!

ohhh....am h0me~finallieee..
hmmm..the flight wasnt that g0od..s0 bumppiieee...sigh
after taking off ard 20 mins,it was so bummppiiee...lalalal,,
thelanding aso n0t so g0od....yier~
aiya...n0t satisfied!!!

i presented today..was sooo nervous..alallala,,,alw like that 1..hmmph~
b4 me,when th0se presenters givin speech,not many ppl was listnening..but,during mine,everyone was like---SILENT...and l0ok at me!!omg!!!
scarieeeee.sigh makes me m0re nervous!!
hermmmm..after class,went back room shower n all
then,steve sent to to the airport...
when i arrive,cousin bro fetched me back as parents have dinner..

had pizza f0r dinner..after so longg din eat..
but,i have to make the order in KLIA!!c0z that JOEY lor..so timid..
dun dare2call n order..sigh!
so,have to call for him to order....aiyooo,,

nth much la..so tired n0w...