back it up , back it up ,
u got it.. u got it..
put ur hands up, put ur hands up, put ur hands up..
aha-aha.. u got it.. u got it..

well, today is another TIRED day for me!! woke up freakin' earlie(6sth) to send joey to sch then bot breakie for aunt & cousin terus came back sleep. slept for 1/2 hr have to wake up AGAIN. mom asked me to go wit her to sleeping and stitting buddha for the rotary's 'ROMBONGAN' somemore have go by bus! *grrrrr* was freakin' BORED for me! all auntiessssss & unclesssssss niah.besides me and one guy from taiping. his name is 'wilson' his actual name is wei han but mom gave him a christian name! haks. he's 24 yrs old,juz grad in US--west mich.. kinda lengcai eh! *slurp* bt we didnt realli talk2each other. talk2him tru his parents and mom niah.*aiksss* haha..sad case huh?keke.. but seriously the trip bored me il death! after that so-called rombongan, they went got lunch in four season while i went back fetch joey.(dowan2join em for lunch) wanted to take a nap at 1st but who knws tat joey ot training~ have to sent em at 3.30pm .. that time was blardie hell tired ad~ no choice, have to send .. after sending, tot can sleep BUT ended up quarreellliiinnnggg wit somebody arghh... til i threw ma hp.. (now ma hp cannot vibrate ad! *grrr* act i wanted to throw juz on the bed but ... ter.... arghh!! kek-sei me!!)

bas persiaran which i sat

sleeping buddha~ HUGE!!

yest chin, joey and i went to "birdnest" shopafter joggig wit chin .. wanted to try thier birdnest egg tart but then finished ad. tis is the 2nd time i went. twice aso finished! ish... teruk! so we ordered birdnest pudding and soya birdnest.. (sounded weird huh?) haks.. makan makan... took pics wit chin AGAIN! we boht, neve-eding 1 la.. BUT she worst ok? never-endin- SS~ use ma phone and took her own pics! *ueks* HAHAHAH..blek~ memang SS gila-2 la this siao za bo! hahaha... come,lets check this out::

OMG!! SHE'S TRYIN 2 ACT CUTE?*burb*

in the 'birdnest'shop~

taken by A-GONG..hahahaha..

happie + sad = ??

hurmm... b4 went out with chin today, was helping mom with her ROTARY thingy~ must help her take out da sticker o stick at the gift for taiwan ppl(they're comin tmr) help help then dunno wher to put after takin out da sticker so sticked on mom~ hah.. memang nth 2 do ler me... but i consider good ad~ been "helping" her`` keke

see, mom's hand and face full wit sticker..

somemore show me her "NICE" face.. *ish*

uh..today SUPPOSED to be a fn day for me with chin!! we went kbmal~ haks.. went n try LEVI'S pants, get sth for mom, makan secret's cake, gila-ing here and ther then went fetch joey, tapao mcd and balik~
damn crazy chin and i.. memang gila tak habis habis...was FUN hangging out wit her i shud say~ coz we cant stop laughing here and ther~ kao!! think whenever i go levis shop i'l surely TOT of her ad now~ coz of her we keep on trying the pants.. askin that guy to take and take and take for us.*grinz* syok giler~ that day in billion aso syok weih~ hahks.. letz do it in KL again nx time! keke... nice huh? xp
some STOOPIAK pics we took ::

"self-timer" pic coz nobody help us take~ *ish*

this post really suits her~ AGREE? (elephant) *blek*
juz bcoz am ur GOOD FRIEND..(elephant & mice 'r GOOD FRIEND)

haih~ now.. im VERY sad now~ as in EXTREMELY sad.. if there's one word to describe me, i would use USELESS this word! wth!! y am i so stoopid? im like so freakin' useless! everything i ddi.. seemed like nothing! i tried ma very very best to achive but i failed! why?! why am i so fucking useless!! ive never cried over this things b4 in ma whole life but today i did!! i cried BADLY!! i cant stop cryin!! cant face this fact !!! =( altho parents was ok wit it bt stil i cant accept tis! i really cant!! and i also donwan to *sobz* if i could DIE now.. i rather.. or.... anythn. i juz dun feel like cont like that!! its SUFFERING! *jeezeee* omg! i really hate ma'self loads! LOADS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i work so hard for it but in the end i got NOTHING..nothin!! huh? wtf for i work so hard? if i know it'll b like that, what for i work so had? i know.. i know no matter what i say, no matter how bad i cry is all over... OVER!! i cant even turn back the time and all..but, im fucking pissed of myself now!! i felt ma'self very stupid !! huh... speechless!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

uh..this few days dunno ive been bz wit what aso~ bz DRIVING ppl around i guess.ahah.. mom, bro, UCHIN!... ... drive ard aso tiring weih~ *ish*
well, mom cooked kao-jam .. and i asked uchin,qi,ben,thing and chelle over and eat~ was fun too that day..took pics and all..memang GILA-GILA! hahk...oh shoot!! cant upload pics~ THX TO UCHINGAN~she forgotten to bring our her pendrive for me *grrrrrrr* alah, ABAIKAN (hahha)
hmmm,, well today wnt out wit ma ex schmates~(yuke chia,pheykhim,leng and siong) damn blardie hell long i didnt meet up wit them ad~went for dinner then change station to mugmg cafe for drink. by 10.30pm chao sent khim and leng back then cont with UCHIN,BEN,SURIN,BENGU,CARLENE,HUANG AND HONG(??) at kopitiam.. whoa.. 3 places weih for me. *gosh* but happie to meet up wit my old fwens lah. altho they not so gila but stil .. great n glad to meet them~
mmmmmm,, oh ya after sending em off, while on ma way to kopiitiam, have road block. then, da police looked at me.. and say" aiyookereta besar tapi tuan-nyer kecik.. ALAMAK" huahua.. i cant stop laughing..*thankgoodness he didnt ask me to stop at the side and check ma ic and all* hahaha.. bengong!!i cant stop laughing when he says that wit his cute voice~hahaha
then today went to kb sport to pass the tennis string to that person. parked and everythig wanna go off ad.mana tau.. those stoopid Shole malay .. memang babi 1.. i mean, hey parked thier motor in front of ma car and one more behind. and its NEAR to ma car! I CANT GET OUT..waited ther ... wanted to move the motor ad then that fella come out~ gosh!! BRAINLESS weih~sad case!
tmr MIGHT go to kbmal wit chin~and maybe carlene? not sure yet tho. haha...
this few days been hanging out wit this PIG! ahaha.. have to teach her drivin soon i guess as everyone is leavin. qi,win and thing went back ad. tmr surin, day after ben! gosh!! but its ok.. i stil have CHIN! keke.. my jogging,crap,.. .. partner!
im stil looking for the "letter" she wrote to me! ah...really wanna see again~ HOPEFULLY I CAN FIND OUT!haaha..*wishmeluck*

havent been blog for days~ *ish* lazie+bzie = ? hahks. sort of everynite ma parents have dinner outside. LEFT ME ALONE =( joey juz came back from penang this EARLY morn(4.15am) have to wake up to fetch him. this few nights been hanging around with michelle and qi~ laz nite went out for dinenr wit them . after that qi wanna go win's hse WE aso HAVE to go .. kinda bored lah laz nite . we went to win's hse a while oni.. thing,singh,ghee,samuel were ther as well when we reach~ after a while went yum char. *gosh* since i come back, ive been to mugmug TWICE two nights straight. the 1st nte was better lah coz only 5 of us. laz nite 16 of us. thats why BORED for me. so hard to talk! coz we sambung the tables and all.. they talk thiers, we talk ours that kind. NOT NICE! that is why i dun like goin out yum char wit so many ppl. LOL.
know what? ben n i stay next door. BUT since i came back til last nite ONLY i met him!*omg* thats sad case weih! NEXT DOOR..-- so near yet so far! hahaha.. ish ish.. teruk lah we both~ everytime i go out aso never see him.. aiyoyo. "manyak teluk lo" hahha.. then he started to sms me(coz we were sitting far away) he said nice hair i look nicer! whoa..*kembang* ahahahah... WE(chelle,qi,win and i) left earlier. win aso kinda "bo song" lor coz they didnt talk 2 him aso.i have no idea why) ... so happen chelle wanna go and take CD from friend so we chao earlier.. 11sth we left ad~*phew* chelle stayed over nite ma place laz nite ..
ive been doing "sodoku" lately.. *opss* kinda late huh? haha juz start to do oni coz mom memang addicted to it alr .. so now's my turn to start. its better than doin nth at home tho. hahkz.
im kinda bored~ CHIN CEPAT BALIK WEIH! ahhaha.. waitin for u for NASI KUKUS!! keke.. and urRM3 MCD!! *hiakhiak* hahaa.... kinda lookin forward for this thursday nite. goina have dinner wit ma ex sch-mate. damn long didnt met her ad~
hmmm,, some of my fwen changes.. and makes me felt uncomfortable when am out wit em~ =( but life still goes on... what to do? hopefully when chin comes back i wont be as bored as now lah.hahaha.. plus mom wanna cook some food but i say"wait for chin.. then ask her come makan" ahaha.. chin~ u mus thank me weih~ keke..*blek*
oh.. took 2 pics laz nite in win's hse..as we're dead bored.. hahks

chelle and lyne

thing & lyne

oh ya, chatted wit thong~ she went sg wang and i asked her to keep an eye for me knee length pants.. whoa~ she found for me *yay* can fold and can wear as 3 suku pants as well =) hopefully me can wear la.hahahah
thx gurl.muackz*

see the background? thats thong's BEDSHEET! ahahahaha

okay, i finally can send ma pic to pc.*yay* hurm,, chin.. maybe u can see a clearer look of ma hair~ *grinz* hmmm,, do i really look that funny? hmmph` alallaa u all tak biasa niah la dun la say til like so CACAT *sighs* esp ma bro! *ish* keep on teasing me arghh~ hah..*badbad* well, its ok~ now u all tak biasa later see la.huahuahua.. that thong aso keep on laughing say very cute and wanna pinch ma face *mengada* hahaha
oh so sad~ now left me niah home~ i mean bsides parents la. cousin sis went back KT. joey went tourney *sobsob* dah la tonite parents dinner.. arghhh.... nvm, chelle acc me for dinner ~*hiakhiak*

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hah... suits me not this hairstyle? xp

*yay* am back home!! =) well act is ma 2nd day back ad butthen lazie to blog. heh..
back home everything was so far very good! mom keep on cooking ma fav food for me.. whoa!! syok sial~ keke *winkwink* yesterday she cooked bak kut teh for me. today cooked heng hua mee.. whoa... so nice! *jeeezzz* haha TOO BAD SIS NOT ARD! *hiakhiak*
uh today ive been sleepin like pig *oinkoink* hehe..woke up for breakie wit dad then cont sleep. after a while mom asked me acc her out so went out.. came back nth 2 do so i slept AGAIN.woke up when heard dad is back for lunch i went down to look around then went up to room and cont my sleep til brother cme back from sch! hahks.. omg!!! never slept like this b4!
laz nite called up thong and talked 2 her. aiyoo so pityful weih~ INTI NO ELECTRIC! jeezzz!!! talked to her before my dinner *worry*heh
well, since i came back chelle asked me out for twice ad.. but both times aso i rejected!! *opss* coz me wannaspend more time home wit family~ well, this thurs oni planned to go out since parents dinner while joey tourney!left me alone thats why planned to go out. but then am lazie.. dun really feel like goin out but then since she ajak-ed me twice ad so ... hah.. im waitin for chin to come back lah act! haikz.. told mom im juz waitin for chin to come back! *grinzz*
hurmmm... oh ya!! ive cut ma hair! *gosh* so fast huh? the next day i came back i went for hair cut ad!! ahaha.. aiyo~ real new look for me! b4 this ma hair was like ALL SAME LENGTH. now? hahks.. wait and see peeps!*hiakhiak* mmuz b funny for u peeps to see.. coz not use to it! ahhaha. *evil grin*

*awww* sweet song

站在寂寞的舞台上
灯光下拖着自己的影子
音乐重复我们共同的忧伤
不是每一次的演唱
就可以淡忘明天没有你
in my heart we'll never be apart
残留手上的香味提醒我
在数位相机里留下的承诺
每一封简讯传出的思念都对你说
(我爱你)means i love you
代表着我离不开你
每分每秒每一个声音
只有你撒娇会让我微笑
(我爱你)只对你说
i will love you and forevermore
我答应 baby you will see
每一个我都属于你
oh baby i will love you because
我都属于你

*oucchh* its 3.55am now!! and am stil awake!! arghhh.. have to wake up at 7am, go for test which is 8am til3 pm!! *grrrrrrrr* freakin' 7 hrs in the hall w/o comin out! not even for food!! we have to bring our food in the hall. aiyo.. think of it aso headache ad *cis*
im so looking forward for tmr eii!! can go back home, relax.. no more stress.. i wan tmr to pass faster!!!!! *wishing* no more test is the best part act.. hahks.
today and again am in ma room for whole day w/o goin out! *grinz* so happiee! i had ONE meal oni today~ whole day no appetite. lunch, kelvin called up for lunch, but am NOT hungry so i rejected.. thong also msg-ed me to ask what i need for lunch but i dowan~ so i had a cup of nestum around 4sth/5.. til 10sth i suddenly felt hungy!! hungry and stomache act.. so happen seghee called up asked me out for dinner but i dowan so asked em to tapao for me.. so he tapao-ed for me.. now kinda hungry AGAIN! but am not goina eat! ehhehe.. stomache is squeeezzziiinnnggg weih! *oouucchh*
uh, just realized YESTERDAY was 16th!!! yay!! and again we been tru another month*thumbs up* omfg!! now oni i realize da date =( so bad! hehe.. coz so happen i was lookin tru ma phone and saw ma 16 was bold so i opened and see--hah.. so sweet of em to drop a lovely reminder over there! *wink wink*
okay, been thinkin what shud i do whn i get back~ i need hair cut!! (hoping mom allows) ala, ma hair kan ? heh.. sure can 1 la.. ma hair is super messy and BORED style weih! *jeezzzeee* i need a change! and i need JOGGING every mornin' *yay* i wan homecook food as well.. *yiippiiiee* mom's cookin ma fav food on tues! hahks..lookin forward!! omg! i wanna eat but takut gemuk! memang bengong! hahaha.. how i wish i dun have to worry all this things xp
whoa.. everyone is goin back.. i mean, most ppl WENT back ad lo .. tmr goin to airport wit raelyn,han,ghee,wenhao,raelyn's bro and zae (i think thats all) zae's flight is around ma time so we're goin together. 1st time of all am goin back wit raelyn them al after 3 sems over here~haha.. sounded stupid!she's in genting now!!!!!! uh,, jeles me! so relaxin ad la them. hiew, i have one more day to go..*sobbing*
mmmm... need i better rest~ else tmr sure cannot concentrate 1. uh.. *pray hard for me peeps*

good SATURDAY

on ma right .. that's anuty KELLY!!

*ah chew*!! phew... what shud i say? my GOODIEEE SATURDAY! yay* well, i really gave maself a BREAK~ hah.. so relaxing yesterday! no preasure! no stress! whoa.. best day of ma life w/o woryin anythin! *thumbs up* ahh,, okay wen to midv act.haha.. wit thong and met chin and auntie kelly, uncle boon chong and of coz---dear nic as well! yay* nyenye~haha..
well, i bought shirt for joey~ and for mummy?? haha then wil be mine in the end (muahahhahaha)*evil grin* hope joey'l like it lah.. coz he alw complain me didnt get things back for em *ooppsss* so sad but true coz alr cant get for em what he really wans..

had lunch wit auntie kelly,thong,nic and chin.. auntie kelly treated us jap food!!was good eii...*yummiiieee* and she made all of us laugh like hell.. esp chin and thong! hah.. coz they juz met her y'day!! afta that we went for movie w/o auntie kelly she went shoppin .. watched LUCKY NUMBER SLEVIN! whoa~ ada leng cai wei! nice show i shud say! hehe.. ppl, go check that guy out! ouchh.. so chun weih`` ahaha.. *slurp slurp*
afta show its time to say goodbye to auntie kelly,uncle boonchong and niclau! =( *sob sob* they're rushing back coz auntie and uncle have dinner.. thats why have to go bek early~
hmm, thx dear for comin all da way yeah! w/o u i wont be this HAPPY now! had such great time wit u~ whenever wit u.. time flies so fast.. and i'll alw be so HAPPY 1..*wink wink* muackz....

well... he went back to his camp ad =( so sad.. but ive gone tru one month and there's 2 more months to go tru! altho its hard but.. blah~ no choice!! xp

after sendin them off chin,thong and i went for ice-cream and we snap some pics!! i love all those pics all WE ALL looks GREAT! really nice!! check this out ::

thong::lyne::chin

alala, who else ma bez bud chin and me!

*slurp*

=)

hurmmm... i cant sleep AGAIN last nite ! arghh.. so and again i started to PAKTOH wit ma CSC TEXT BOOKS & NOTES. i just freakin' LOVE "him" lah. duh~ blardie hell.. i dunno i study til what time.. around 5sth i can stil fwd a msg to chongking to kacau him~hahks.and then 8am i checked the time. so, guess after 8sth only i actually fall asleep! =( sad case huh? aiih~ slept til 2sth i guess! but am stil tired!! arghh!! but i woke up, study , chat, 4sth had my 1st meal. til now stil full.. no appetite suddenly! (good thing! yay!)
did nothing much. aiyoo i jus realize i haven been outa my block for DAYS!! jeezzzz!! the last day i went out is WEDNESDAY .. now is already FRIDAY! i didnt stept outa ma block~ hahks.. goshhh!!! everyday makan aso thong tapao! nyenye` "lazie ass" xp
haih !!!!!!! im freakin' moody now lah. the weather aso makes me feel moody! its rainin since 4 i think. TIL NOW!! arghh... im freakin' bored now. also mujur juz now thong came over ma room and we manage to talked a while b4 she went pasar malam..she made me a cup of "liang teh".. aiyo~ she ahhh.. like am her younger sis more. been takin care of me! gosh *touched* and her 1st blog!! goshhh... very touchin..*grinn* she juz msged and said she bot me FRIED CHICKEN! mamamamama!! i dowan ad.. am veli full eh now! she say she scare me hungry later! aiyooo.. she ah~ hah..well, thx thong! u took care of me more i guess.hahahha..*oppss*

okay, that bloodie hell chin is now freakin' enjoyin herself. she's act in KLCC!! arghh!! and might go for clubbin~ jeezz!! she's so RELAX and am so SUFFERIN over here! u fool pool! hmmph``and she juz told me she went for hair cut! haiyeoo!! since i said i wanna cut til now i went she went for 2/3 times ad while ME? not yet! babi nyer!!!! i wanna cut ma hair aso la moi! sei babi...hnghh

ala, all ma fwens finishing exams =( ONLY ME!!! ME!!! MONDAY!!! damn damn damn~!!!!! freakin' stressfOOl ok? arghhh... just hope that i could have go tru all this SHIT now! sighs. dun care prepared or not lah juz wanna go tru.. made me cant sleep! suffer! sighs !!!!!

wil my day be better tmr? hah... okay i need a break for tmr and wil study at nite! hah.. HOPE my day wil be GREAT! hope*

well, everythin aint comin ma way lately. some prob just pop out and mades me pissed! i mean,makes me worry this and that? hmmph`` whatever.. just hope things wil be fine soon! pls pls pls?? can u just make me SMILE and HAPPIEEE?? i need that to cheer up for ma studies and my day!

uh, xian lost her purse!! inside her purse --> RM550, IC, ID, DRIVIN LISSENCE, ATM CARD... ... more

aiihh~ lun chun her left her purse at dining hall... and that freakin; greedy fella took it w/o givin back! argghhh.. some ppl is way too greedy..!! way too over!! way too.... uh~ speechless!! but she's tough! i mean xian! coz she stl have da mood for shoppin as her mom banked in money to raelyn's acc!! haha.. so syok ler her!! aihh~ hahaha.. she dun looked sad tho. cool!!!

just to remind u ppl out there (ad myself) to check everytime b4 u leave the place.. else.. "say byebye to ur thigs" once gone, forever gone =( now she have to redo all her tings.. ALL NEEDS MONEY weih! aiih.. sad case..

xian, CHEER UP!!!

omfg!i juz realized that ive been blogging alot this few days~ i dunno why.. juz in the mood to blog! hahks. =p
am now extremely HAPPY! coz nic again came out from camp for OOD FRIDAY "konon-nyer lah" hah.. aso mujur he can niahh coz only few ppl allowed. well, he wrote in the form for his religion is [TIADA] thats why he's allowed to come out. NYENYE. haha.. i happy coz can at least talk/msg wit him for DAYS!! hehe.. dunno can meet up not aso.. have to see how thing goes then =/
HOPEFULLY can ..hurmmmm... nth much i did. oh!! am so happy that i actually slept early last nite! hah.. 12am i slept ad. then mornin mom "woke" me up by calling me at 8am!!! she stil act asked me why am i stil sleepin.. jeezzzeeee!! of coz sleepin la mummy.. what time!! haha.. well, she tot i have class. she didnt know exam no class 1. haha GOSHH!! then after a while oni i can cont my sleep. slept til 1sth i guess.. whoa!! 12 hrs of sleepin! i can sleep sleep but i dun wan afraid tonite cant sleep again~

chin!! ive comfirmed goin back on the 7th MOSTPROB coz this morn talked to mummy and she said ok. i wanted to go back on th 6th BUT she asked me to go bac on the 7th~ but ticket cheap ONLY morning and nite eh~ mornin i lazy la .. nite.. kinda dangerous neh.. HOW? hahks.. afternoon de 79.99 weih! blardie pool.. memang fool-pool 1 lah~ see lor how. heh i FINALLY gave u da ans when am comin back KL ad hor? hehehe..
REMEMBER TO GET CD(s) BACK KB ahh!! we watch tgh kay! ben's hse cannot mar ma hse lore.. make no diff! hehehe.. blek*

ive been doin nth today~ DATED wit ma BOOK for a while juz now. but not in the mood to study~ felt so lazie lah!! BUT no more laz minute this time (ooppss.. now oni start study aso consider laz minute eh!) aiya but then i studied few chaps ad la b4 this *phew* hahah..
OH YA! yest jasmine tan came inti.. so met up wit her and her mom. she came for interview (sports scholarship's) after her interview, she and her mom INTERVIEW-ED me pulak! haha.. asked me bout inti and all lah.. and her mom asked me one ques .. which i think is kinda "xxXxxX" haha.. okay she asked--PAULINE, SO U LIKE JASMINE TO STUDY HERE OR NOT??
and i was like.. uh of coz i'll be happy then out tennis team'll be stonger wit her in =) (takkan i can ans .. OH I DUNWAN HER STUDY HERE!!) HAHAHA... but then obviously i wont ans that =p wil be happy to have her here =)
waaaaaaaaaaaaa..hahahaha.. siao liao la me.!!

yay!

whow!! FINALLY ma 1st and 2nd paper DONE! yeeeeeeeaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! what a rerlief!! one day relax 1st! haha.. tmr oni start study for another 2 sub! i NEED sleep!! i haven been sleepin AGAIN since y'day! babi nia~ teruk nyer ma insomnia! arghh + stress!! arghhhhh..
well, test paper was.............?? hah.. we all kena tipu by lec!! she gave tips and we ONLY study tips. mana tau tips not accurate 1!! only the essay part! one ques niah come ouT blardie pool!! whatever.. its over! dun wanna talk abt it ad tho xp
hurmmm.. after ma 4-7pm's paper, came back shower and all then went for dinner wit gee and thong~ while walking to the mamak, nic called! at 1st i was freakin' eppie!! BUT we talked bout sth which im VERY UNHAPPY so we kinda quarrel. then he said he's using's fwen's phonecard so... cant talk long so i juz say " okay bye!!" whoa*.. i know that was rude but... just dun like him being impatient in some kind of situation! well, GUYS!aiihhh.. just hope that he'l be good lah!! *worry worry*
okay for get bout da sad part~ afta dinner, went to TIMES to get raelyn break.. gee n i grabed MAGNUM ice-cream! yummiee!!!! i haven been eating ice-cream for weeks! jeeez!! hehehe.. once i came outa TIMES, i saw EUGENE!!!!!!!!!!! gosh~ and i was like :

me : hey!! went DOTA again ah? NO NEED STUDY MEH U?
eugene : huh? no la not dota la play CS oni.
me : alalal.. whatever la~
eugene : so, when's ur exam?
me : uh juz finished two today. btw, u drove here?
eugene : yeah .. wanna take a leave? i dun mind sending u back
me n gee woon : yeah good good! (laughing)
eugene : eh, wait.. WHERE'S MY CAR?
gee woon talked to me : the hell? damn freakin' blur eh his fella.. where he park aso dunno!!
me : ehh eugene!! ur car is there!!! (pointing to the opposite road)
(walao!! damn blur 1 eh him? park wher aso dunno jeezzeee!!!)
thong : (LAUGHING OUT LOUD) why got such ppl forget wher they park their car.. so sttuuuu ...?(HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAH)
( we all started to laugh)

omfg!! eugene oh eugene.. u're seriously never-ending blur 1 eh? aduhai... speechless~ hahks
but i cant forget the way thong laugh la.. she's like.. omg!! why he so tupid blur 1? he blur, his car aso blur..(coz de light suddenly on and off) gosh!! scary weih~ hahhahaha.. alamak!!!
aih~ sad case weih! keke

just a simple story to share::
Rose* and Hank* was ma schmates.. they get close when they further thier studies.. Hank falled for Rose not long after they became close~ after sometime, they finally got together. this is Rose's 1st love if am not mistaken. i THOUGHT their relationship is alw fine and doing great. whenever i sees them together am like so envy coz Hank is a very nice guy. i mean, he treat Rose VERY WELL!! (i didnt mean mine not good ah--hehe) mmm, plus they can meet each other EVERYDAY(jeles me)!! but, Rose never really appreciate what she's havin now. i remembered Hank told me before that his love to Rose is stronger everyday altho they meet each other everyday~ but, i heard frm friend that Rose is being very weirdly to Hank!! she 'll meet Hank when she wan but IF she's not in the mood , she wont wanna meet em..=( then, Hank alw buy stuffs to make Rose happy.. this few days(im not sure when) Rose told Hank she wanted to break up FOR NO REASON? jeezz!! Hank was TOTALLY upset!! he dunno how to face Rose anymore! he felt himself being pranked by a gurl which he really really loves! uh.. so sad~ but, i know Hank is really a MR .NICE GUY i cant deny that! he loves Rose wit all his heart no doubt! but... i dun understand why muz Rose do this? i mean, she SHUD appreciate what she's having right now. where on earth again for her to get such nice guy? i bet IF they really breakup, rose'll regret for life!! FOR LIFE!!
i always knows they have problems. Rose will neglet him! like... she'l just act as if hank is not around for times.. Hank spend loads of time for her but.. DID SHE? but Hank didnt blame her for that. Whenever Rose is not in the mood, she WONT wanna meet him but He will go get something for her. Hank told that he'd spend a lot ever since he were together wit rose. he said he spend money like opeing the tab water.. i magine that!! aiih~ ppl juz wouldnt appreciate thigs infront of them. will only realize when they lose it!! i really really HOPE Rose'll realize it before too late. Seriously IF im who 's wit Hank, i will surely cherish it..(ala but mine is better for me la now =p) im just sayin IF la.. not sayin like i like Hank or anythn.. just felt sad for Hank right now. he deserve a better one i guess.. hurmm... hope Rose will think back and give Hank a chance(IF THEY'VE BROKE UP) If didnt break up, this sentence is for Rose --
It is time that you reflected upon your mistakes!!


*is not the real name..=)

yumm yummiee.. FINALLY i had MCD juz now~ also thx to geewoon coz so happen her fwen call for delivery so i can tumpang eh`` hahks. uh.. satisfied weih!! xp *aiya, sorry thong ffk u.. suppose 2 makan tmr wit u BUT.. i didnt know gee woon came back today tho*
well, this gee woon today gave me a very HUGE surprise!! i was studyin alone in ma room wit ma door open, suddenly someone standing outside ma room staring at me.. i got freakin' shock when i found ou is GEEWOONLOH! scare the shit out of me eii~ =? but happy to see her.. coz am freakin' bored this few days! hahks alalalalalala... 12pm wil be my 1st paper!! arghh!! REALLY HOPE I CAN DO lor.. aiihhh,, my heart beat darn faz weih~ haha.... like am drowning .. cant breath. haa.. tonite sure cant sleep well ad. after tmr i can relax A BIT but not fully coz 2 more papers to go! waaaaaaaaaaa.... faster faster faster go tru lah.. i really beh tahan ad! fucking suffering weih *
hurmmm.. juz try ma VERY best and go tru it.. and am done ? hahahahha..yay* lookin forward!hehe.. once ive done the paper, i NOT goina think over it! NO NO NO! not at all.. hhe.. so better NOT ask me bout it yeah! hahks.
hiew... i need oxygen badly now! wahahaha.. i miss u so much dear!! =p
ok think its time for me to go back to the book ... miss the book SO MUCH! jjeeezz!! irresistable! *ueks*

wish me luck!

tiu loooo!! TMR test ad!!!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. sob sob.. i really dun wanna go for test! I DOWAN DOWAN DOWAN!!!!! arghh........ ma-hai~(wish me luck!!)
studied today sort of whole day la. woke up around 2sth (oppsss..aha) but i think thats ok as i slept around 5am .. then went to AO to take back ma deposite!! =p went ther, passed the men the resit then i tot can terus take ma money and chao who knows..... he take out a form and ask me to fill ma name and all.. afta that followed him to da BBQ place -- to check if we clean up a not. while walkin there ::
he : ei, u 1st time booked this place and 1st time use bbq place izzit?
me : er.... eyah~ 1st time. (smile)
he : aiyoo.. why now only come? how if the place already dirty? so consider u all dirty the palce u know?
me : har... we cleanned up the place lah after that. but then kan, i heard a bunch of ppl came n makan here laz few days..."
he : oh yes ah? then IF they really kotorkan the place, u go ask from them the 5obucks la..
me : (laughing) .. mana boleh .. hehe..

once we reach the place he looked at me.. whow~ i was kinda worry BUT the place wasnt dirty ba~ he saw SOME rubbish and then he say "aiyoo..this one (he get down an pick up) shud throw... hmmmm" but THANKGOODNESS he gave back ma $$$ hehe.. else,, am DEADSHIT! keke ~ he keep on looking at me and smile. like my face got sth. wahahaha..scary for a while.kaka
well, juz now study study suddenly kelvin called out for YC so i went lor. hmmmmmmmmm damn freakin' geram wit that BLARDIE POOL roger ! walao eh .. i talked, he tease.. i didnt talk, say my mouth got gold. mahai!! am thinkin if ive act "stepped his tail" ei.. bugger! then while goin back in da car, we were FIGHTHING!! til kelvin rather waste his petrol round few rounds for us to fight.. arghh! til ma whole hand red!! jeeeezzzzzzzz!! never seen such guy treat a gurl eh! stil dare 2 say he CARE for me! blah la!! sei babi...bully me never-ending 1 la him.SIGHS
damn gila fella.. ahh.. they ah.. damn cool ei! this wednesday goin clubbin then SATURDAY exam! fuhh.. er... roger lagi steady!! monday test, sunday nite went watch footbal match lagi.. alalala.. if i can be like him so cool, relax ahh.. fuyyyyyyy.. i FAIL MY TEST!! hahahahaha.. alala,, dun say la i study so hard aso i dun think i can pass =p
hmmm,, hopefully i can PASS la.. i just need a PASS!!! i dun need more.. heh..

hurmm..

i wan MCD!!!!!!!! whole day been thinkin of MCD.hahks.. dunno why want to eat mcd desperately~ hehe.. siao ad.
well, another day juz passed goshhh.. and my exam is nearer and nearer!! alalalalal.. mati ei like that!! arghh`` im super bored here! mom called me this mornin .. followed by nic once he got his phone. talked a while, msged a while talked a while then msg. haha siao~ but then so fast time passed .. juz like few hrs oni then he muz give back da phone! blardie camp! so weird! thing's gf camp can take hp for da whole week ler! yiyier~jelesme* but then at least laz week i met em~ hahahahaha. *evilgrin*=D
hurmmm,,think im really waiting to meet ma lec again nx sem! hahahah.. jeezzzzzzzzzzz!! i dowan eii.. die die aso dowanna fail~ *arghhhhhhh....* imagine have to face some biatchieeee lec for another sem? jeezz... NO WAY! i don wan! uh`` IF good/nice 1 i dun mind but this is horrible ok! ish'''
okok what i did today? i studied ma chem and touch a lil of us his. ive studied all the MCQ!! horray--but ive studied that days b4! haha.. then the essay part?? hmm..tryin to memorize it`` blardie hell long lah aduhai!! while chem ah? hurmm aint easy.. i mean its complicated la some.. aiyoo....im stil workin hard in it! *gambateh*!!
whow.. thong is being VERY concern towards me! hahks.. everyday sure msg and call me since she went back KB. hurmm,, thx gurl for being so caring .. concerned bout me! woohooo~
aiyoo cant wait to go home! i need something GOOD! i cant sleep everyday and night! blardie pOoL`i need HOMECOOK food! im sick of outside food eii.. tell u, am goina stay home everyday~ but wil go out for ma fav food as well lah..BLEK* haha
oh juz now called back a while again and tells them that thong'l pass ma shoe only by tmr coz she forgotten to bring out today. daddy goin to pulau this MAY!!!!!!!! arghh.. i so wish to go BUT since non of ma fwens or i have no idea who's goin so i choose not to go.furthermore mom aso not goin .. she said she's scare of da boat ad! haha.. but i so wish to go lah so syok~ perhentian!! i never been b4 lah.. aiyooo...... wanna ask friend come along but tak boleh coz its rotary thingy or whatever shit lah..aiyoo sad case~
hmm,, they were askin how's studies and all so i complained .. i said VERY DIFF!!!!!! (aha) then mom say work harder.. while dad ask " so u plan not to cont study ad?" but i heard mom's voice as da background--"of coz cont la.. take the degree`` dun give up" ouch.. my heart trembling weih~
aih~ i know THEY wan the best for me.. hurmm no matter what aso i WONT give up 1 lah i'll stil work hard and try ma very best til the end! fight fight fight!!
hopefully i wont disappoint myself and EVERYBODY lah~ ..............................................

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mum and dad!! i'll try ma best yeah~ thx for everythin.. muackz!!! love ya'all loads!

my clone/twins sis?

hmmm.. okay am bored of studyin, bored of books i shud say! and i suddenly saw a pic which ive said that there's a gal in INTI looks alike wit me.. everyone (my friends and hers) said that we looked the same!! some said we're TWINS?? While some said she's ma CLONE?? ARGHHH!!! come, everyone leave a comment and say what u'all think!! ahh.. friday nite, i went pasar malam right? i saw her friend...(i remembered em coz he used to pull me and wanted SHE AND ME take pic) then he showed his fwen and pointed at me when they passed by.. and i heard one of the sayin : " ths 1 ah?(pointing at me) wahh...look super alike la" when i heard i was like -- WTF? arghh``` geram-nyer!!! AND... already few times i saw ppl looking at me and wanted to wave and say "hi" but when they came closer oni they say "ehh.. almoz recognize the wrong person AGAIN!" blardie pool! aha..what a joke eii...

when i sees/saw her ard.. i'll b like freakin' paisei 1.. dun dare to look at her. even if i go INTIMART buy sth, i aso pai sei coz she veli close wit da unlce there de...arghh!!! he'll started to SMILE and LOOK at me .. walao ehh!! scary weih~

okay, thats all the photo i found.. so, what ya'all think? she looks like me or not? aiyooooooo... but then i cant deny when i 1st saw this pic i was like--WTF! hahks.. but when i sees her i dun think we look alike leh. hurmm... pic looks more alike! alalalla... XD think i shud go find her fwenster and check her name out! hiakhiak...*glenya* haahhah..blek!

stress!! confuse!!

omfg!!!!!!!! finals is juz like few days away! uh.. am really panic! stress up! scare! worry! more... ... arghh`` i can feel that i cant do well in this sem's sub! i really have no faith in ma'self!! sighs.. sometimes, i so wish i can straight away study what i wan rather than wasting parents' money study this.. i know am not those kinda smart gal which can achieve very well like ma sis and bro in studies... i did triy ma VERY best in it but... i fucking have no faith in it! i donwanna disappoint ma parents tho. how?! how? anyone help me? i need someone to talk to badly now! shud i talk 2 daddy and mommy abt it? but, i know they wants me to get a degree at least.. b4 i go for what i wan but... i felt like am juz wastin thier money and i really wanna cont ma studies to US!! i really want to....!! suddenly felt ma'self so useless!! juz wanna give up everythin' !! aihhh.. why i cant be as steady/smart/good as ma sis n bro.. why? sob sob* am the one who alw give em troubles, worrry them, and all lah~ haih` sad but true..
shall i juz pack up my stuffs and get back home n not cont study? huh..? arghhhhhhh`!!!!!!!!` i dunno whats on ma mind eh.. really dnno!!really confuse!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! help me help me help me!!

hrmm.. finally chin bot her flight ticket ad. she'l b goin back this 25th!! hehkszz.. and i MIGHT go and fetch her.. that is if am free..blek!
while thong is goin back home tmr morn by bus.suppose 2 be today but then no tickets (bus, train and flight) so tmr morn oni go bek kb frm seremban lore. gee woon wil b goin back this sunday i think. aihhh` left me alone! sad case... aiihhhh..bored + lonely me! blah!!! no mood to study.. dunno why now feel like cryin. felt uneasy ...!! hmmph`` sob sob sob*
nic haven been calling me for like 3 days.. hopefully tmr he'l call. hurmm.. he'd told me he wont b callin me that often ad tho b4 this coz he'l b bz + tired.. well, i understand that coz ive been tru it =.= but i freakin' miss em!!!!!!!!!!!! arghh... how i wish nx month is june ad~ whow! no no.. i shud say how i wish tmr is ma laz paper and 'll b goin back home tmr ! whoa! that shud sound better huh?

lalallalalalalala.... i suck i dumb i stoopid i sux til the max la all i can say! mmmph``

oh ya. juz now we--kelvin.roger.geewoon and i went pasar malam. ive been studyin in inti for 3 sem ad and i know roger aso for 3 sem ad but this is da 1st time went pasar malam wit em! hahks.. what a joke! .. makan while walkin.. get what we feel like eatin... mmmm`` normal. well, that thong lor FFK us..hmmph blardie pool! keke.. go bek go bek! hope 2 get nasi kukus frm em! kekeke.. *lookin forward*

g o o d l u c k e v e r y o n e

BBQ NIGHTzZz

remember i said abt da BBQ NITE for our club? hahkz~was great tonite! i juz came back frm BBQ NITE tho.. am WET eii! thx to roger & kelvin! blardie pool!! IF karen , joe and steve still here..whoa! cool man! WE ALL wil get wet! muahahah``
well , tonite was not bad. WE all work ok? heh.. this afternoon kelvin,ashley,gee woon and i went all the way to cheras to get those stuffs for juz now.. we even lost our way eii. plus its rainin cats and dogs! hurmm...guess everyone enjoyed themself yeah tonite. its kinda or gathering and farewell for kelvin. this is his laz sem here.. aiyooo...one more leavin ad.. nx sem is more ppl's final sem ei! sob sob``
we went ther and helped the whole day. whow!! now im xtreamly tired!! BUT i stil have to study!!!!!!!! arghhh''' mmmm,, what to do? hah
okok back to the bbq.. nth much abt la. juz that we all bbq what we wanna eat~ i enjoy bbq-ing those foods! muahaha.. i dun think i ate a lot juz now.. coz i was busying bbq-ing tho.kuakuakua.. we ends quite early..11 we all cabut ad!! while cleaning up, those monkeys started to play wit water. splash here and ther. roger splash me 1st i remember.. then.... WE=roger,kelvin,gee woon and i.. started to play .. kelvin paling WET ad. hiakhiak!

oh..know what? i juz realize ma arm is peelingssss!!!!! jeezzz!! i didnt realize til just now! arghh... a bit oni la so far.. euuuuuu..hate it weih!

hurmmm... here's some pics of US ::

busy us~ =p frm da left:: vjiet,caixuan,ME,geewoon&isabelle``joanna and paulyne

stranggle U!!! die die die =p

caixuan::vjiet::paulynE

mix double champ goes to::ZHEYI & PAULINE!! hiakhiak``

ALL who attanded BBQ nite~ =)ouch!! they bull-ied me!!!!! blardie POOL!!

k i s s g o o d b y e

Baby不要再哭泣

这一幕多么熟悉

紧握着你的手彼此都舍不得分离

每一次想开口但不如保持安静

给我一分钟专心

好好欣赏你的美

幸福搭配悲伤

痛是在我心交叉

挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量

付出的爱收不回

还欠你的我不能给

别把我心也带走

去跟随

每一次和你分开

深深的被你打败

每一次放弃你的温柔

痛苦难以释怀

每一次kiss you Goodbye

爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白

但欠你的我不能给

我才明白爱最真实的滋味

我终于明白

whoa~laz nite we went to seremban for STEAMBOAT again! yeeaaahh`` yummiee!! the tomyam is simply the best eii! WE--kelvin,roger,ADRIAN,geewoon and i went together~ think the steamboat ery worth it lor.RM20 PER PERSON--eat all u wan(buffet)
afta that we went al-salam for yum char wit johann and ashley along. need to discuss bot da BBQ nite. well, SHE wanna make it free... take club's money lorh.. dunno la if nx sem our club ada money tak.well, me not prez cant make any discisson~up2her lah..she happy can ad``
hurmm.. then we went to KLIA--in front of PAN PACIFIC HOTEL there lepak and drink our left over black label... 4 of us finished it all.whow!! kelvin and adrian drank a lot.roger 1st cup niah a lot then his fcae blardie red ad.muahahha.. well me? am kinda drunk.. HIgh ad lo. gosh! dunno why.. i didnt drink that much but then i kinda drunk.cant really walk straight tho~ i act vomitted ei! OMFG!!! 1st time of ma life i drink til puke! buelks.... yucks! i sat at the drain ther wanted to vomit but police came.. then roger go and talk to them .. cheh.. they say cannot park ther like that oni~ phew* then, the 2nd time i wanted to vomit aso got police came but nothin aso lar.. walao!!! they all laughed at me like hell lo i can say. coz this is ma 1st time to drink til lidat..adrian aso kept lauhging at me!! roger took care of me a lot laz nite (thx--IF U'RE READIN) wuakakaka``
i can act remember everything happened!! woohooo~ no bad not bad.. hehehe..
hopefully tmr everythin'll goes on smoothly~ =)

whow! WONDERFULL WEEKEND for me!!!!! *thumbs up* muahahah`` really had a GREAT/SUPERB weekend! keke.. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~
dun think am goina talk much bout this here for SOME reason =p
dunno how to describe how happy am i now.hahaaha..
well well well, its time to switch on ma STUDY MODE now!! finals is like weeks away!! arghh... so lazie!!!!!!!!
uh..today is mum's bday~ so sad cant go back and celebrate wit her. but guess its ok for her coz she had the LV bag to "CELEBRATE" wit her~ muahahahaha...thx sis!! muax..
aihh.. think i wana stop here.. need to do assign.. i have many to write but.. i juz cant. arghh..muahahah...