Friday, April 28, 2006

happie + sad = ??

hurmm... b4 went out with chin today, was helping mom with her ROTARY thingy~ must help her take out da sticker o stick at the gift for taiwan ppl(they're comin tmr) help help then dunno wher to put after takin out da sticker so sticked on mom~ hah.. memang nth 2 do ler me... but i consider good ad~ been "helping" her`` keke

see, mom's hand and face full wit sticker..
somemore show me her "NICE" face.. *ish*

uh..today SUPPOSED to be a fn day for me with chin!! we went kbmal~ haks.. went n try LEVI'S pants, get sth for mom, makan secret's cake, gila-
ing here and ther then went fetch joey, tapao mcd and balik~
damn crazy chin and i.. memang gila tak habis habis...was FUN hangging out wit her i shud say~ coz we cant stop laughing here and ther~ kao!! think whenever i go levis shop i'l surely TOT of her ad now~ coz of her we keep on trying the pants.. askin that guy to take and take and take for us.*grinz* syok giler~ that day in billion aso syok weih~ hahks.. letz do it in KL again nx time! keke... nice huh? xp
some STOOPIAK pics we took ::

"self-timer" pic coz nobody help us take~ *ish*
this post really suits her~ AGREE? (elephant) *blek*
juz bcoz am ur GOOD FRIEND..(elephant & mice 'r GOOD FRIEND)


haih~ now.. im VERY sad now~ as in EXTREMELY sad.. if there's one word to describe me, i would use USELESS this word! wth!! y am i so stoopid? im like so freakin' useless! everything i ddi.. seemed like nothing! i tried ma very very best to achive but i failed! why?! why am i so fucking useless!! ive never cried over this things b4 in ma whole life but today i did!! i cried BADLY!! i cant stop cryin!! cant face this fact !!! =( altho parents was ok wit it bt stil i cant accept tis! i really cant!! and i also donwan to *sobz* if i could DIE now.. i rather.. or.... anythn. i juz dun feel like cont like that!! its SUFFERING! *jeezeee* omg! i really hate ma'self loads! LOADS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i work so hard for it but in the end i got NOTHING..nothin!! huh? wtf for i work so hard? if i know it'll b like that, what for i work so had? i know.. i know no matter what i say, no matter how bad i cry is all over... OVER!! i cant even turn back the time and all..but, im fucking pissed of myself now!! i felt ma'self very stupid !! huh... speechless!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2 Comments:

Blogger yewchin said...

had a great time with ya too yday.
*cheerS* LYNE no matter what obstacles u're facing.
laugh it away~
let's go and laugh again today!

11:00 AM, April 29, 2006  
Blogger .: p a u l y n e :. said...

hah thx chin~ think u'll help me LAUGH AWAY MA PROBS ha? =) thx..

11:18 AM, April 29, 2006  

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