stress!! confuse!!
omfg!!!!!!!! finals is juz like few days away! uh.. am really panic! stress up! scare! worry! more... ... arghh`` i can feel that i cant do well in this sem's sub! i really have no faith in ma'self!! sighs.. sometimes, i so wish i can straight away study what i wan rather than wasting parents' money study this.. i know am not those kinda smart gal which can achieve very well like ma sis and bro in studies... i did triy ma VERY best in it but... i fucking have no faith in it! i donwanna disappoint ma parents tho. how?! how? anyone help me? i need someone to talk to badly now! shud i talk 2 daddy and mommy abt it? but, i know they wants me to get a degree at least.. b4 i go for what i wan but... i felt like am juz wastin thier money and i really wanna cont ma studies to US!! i really want to....!! suddenly felt ma'self so useless!! juz wanna give up everythin' !! aihhh.. why i cant be as steady/smart/good as ma sis n bro.. why? sob sob* am the one who alw give em troubles, worrry them, and all lah~ haih` sad but true..
shall i juz pack up my stuffs and get back home n not cont study? huh..? arghhhhhhh`!!!!!!!!` i dunno whats on ma mind eh.. really dnno!!really confuse!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! help me help me help me!!
hrmm.. finally chin bot her flight ticket ad. she'l b goin back this 25th!! hehkszz.. and i MIGHT go and fetch her.. that is if am free..blek!
while thong is goin back home tmr morn by bus.suppose 2 be today but then no tickets (bus, train and flight) so tmr morn oni go bek kb frm seremban lore. gee woon wil b goin back this sunday i think. aihhh` left me alone! sad case... aiihhhh..bored + lonely me! blah!!! no mood to study.. dunno why now feel like cryin. felt uneasy ...!! hmmph`` sob sob sob*
nic haven been calling me for like 3 days.. hopefully tmr he'l call. hurmm.. he'd told me he wont b callin me that often ad tho b4 this coz he'l b bz + tired.. well, i understand that coz ive been tru it =.= but i freakin' miss em!!!!!!!!!!!! arghh... how i wish nx month is june ad~ whow! no no.. i shud say how i wish tmr is ma laz paper and 'll b goin back home tmr ! whoa! that shud sound better huh?
lalallalalalalala.... i suck i dumb i stoopid i sux til the max la all i can say! mmmph``
oh ya. juz now we--kelvin.roger.geewoon and i went pasar malam. ive been studyin in inti for 3 sem ad and i know roger aso for 3 sem ad but this is da 1st time went pasar malam wit em! hahks.. what a joke! .. makan while walkin.. get what we feel like eatin... mmmm`` normal. well, that thong lor FFK us..hmmph blardie pool! keke.. go bek go bek! hope 2 get nasi kukus frm em! kekeke.. *lookin forward*
shall i juz pack up my stuffs and get back home n not cont study? huh..? arghhhhhhh`!!!!!!!!` i dunno whats on ma mind eh.. really dnno!!really confuse!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! help me help me help me!!
hrmm.. finally chin bot her flight ticket ad. she'l b goin back this 25th!! hehkszz.. and i MIGHT go and fetch her.. that is if am free..blek!
while thong is goin back home tmr morn by bus.suppose 2 be today but then no tickets (bus, train and flight) so tmr morn oni go bek kb frm seremban lore. gee woon wil b goin back this sunday i think. aihhh` left me alone! sad case... aiihhhh..bored + lonely me! blah!!! no mood to study.. dunno why now feel like cryin. felt uneasy ...!! hmmph`` sob sob sob*
nic haven been calling me for like 3 days.. hopefully tmr he'l call. hurmm.. he'd told me he wont b callin me that often ad tho b4 this coz he'l b bz + tired.. well, i understand that coz ive been tru it =.= but i freakin' miss em!!!!!!!!!!!! arghh... how i wish nx month is june ad~ whow! no no.. i shud say how i wish tmr is ma laz paper and 'll b goin back home tmr ! whoa! that shud sound better huh?
lalallalalalalala.... i suck i dumb i stoopid i sux til the max la all i can say! mmmph``
oh ya. juz now we--kelvin.roger.geewoon and i went pasar malam. ive been studyin in inti for 3 sem ad and i know roger aso for 3 sem ad but this is da 1st time went pasar malam wit em! hahks.. what a joke! .. makan while walkin.. get what we feel like eatin... mmmm`` normal. well, that thong lor FFK us..hmmph blardie pool! keke.. go bek go bek! hope 2 get nasi kukus frm em! kekeke.. *lookin forward*
posted by .: p a u l y n e :. at 11:18 PM
2 Comments:
chill girl. look everythg in a bringht and positive side k?
ur exam thingy will be fine. just have faith in urself. and ur papa n mama love u de la. doncha worry so much~
hahks... thx gurl but i really have no faith in ma'self... arghh``bt i'll stil try ma very bez.. thx !!
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