*____* s o . n e a r . y e t . s o . f a r *___

woohooo...
yesterday enjoyed myself till the fullest weih``altho its juz a small party.8 of us only eh--uchin,hangie,michelle,chee ling,ben,ben u,samuel and me -- only~ BUT its stil very enjoyable.c0z,its a small group party mah,so talk,play and all aso together..hhohoho..IF its a big party,SURE devide into many small groups wan..that wil b borink for sure..
b4 the party starts,in the afternoon,went to kbmall to buy foods,xmas 'pressie',snacks and cake wit uchin and ben.
bought beer,pizza,secret's cake,satay,snacks and for sure our xmas present..hahaha.0ur cake damn special weih..its like`` we choose each cake one piece then make into one cake.cool!!!
damn many food eh laz nite..mummy cooked spaghetti t0o.eat til damn full eh..
our xmas present is a pair of earing..hahaha..altho looks stupid but then everyone get the same thing..its like..fair and square la.hehe..[not cheap u know!!!=p]
spent like rm220 like that y'day..then share out la..all together is like 400++ ehh..each of us pay rm57 loh..damn a lot eh we spend..but then as long as we're happy then ok la..
can see that everyone is very happiee..
then when the party juz start,uchin kena bitten by brandon(ben's dog)..damn pityfull weih.got hole somemore..euuu..then got smth like 'nana' ehh..
so,asked her to go for injection incase anythin...n the whole thing cost 40bucks !! omg...damn expensive ehh..duh duh`ben paid for it--for sure.hehe
afta that we watch EXCORCISM..oh my freakin god. that really freak me off weih.damn scary!!!1 scare til i dun dare go toilet al0ne eh..but then that gal is damn good in acting la.i mean,very good eh the show...seems so real.th0se scary scene keep on replay in my mind..fck!!!
dun dare to be in the dark alone now..and im like damn sensitive with 'chatolic,demon,evil,god... ...and 1,2,3,4,5,6' this words...ahh!!!damn!!
we even wanted to watch king k0ng but dunno why didnt...haha siao wan.mayb too long ady..its like--3hrs weih..omg!!! hha..
laz nite we took pic and all..aiyoo damn fun la laz nite.
uh uh--laz nite chatted v ryan..that bugger aso scare me off .. say that the 'GHOST' wil touch my neck when im sleepin n all..damn!!! makes me damn scare if think of NECK..ahh..
then,chatted v nic til 5sth 6 like that...talked to him laz nite!!! damn surprise..he called chelle,so happen am wit chelle so talked to me...1st time talkin v him eh.hahahah
he say wanted to call me last so that cna talk longer but so happen am wit chelle so dun have to call again lor..''hmmph``
chin n chelle stayed overnite ma hse laz nite..
uh,,woke up at 1.30pm today hehehe...
blueks..

our 'SECRET' own design's cake.yummiieee``

pity chin's leg...thx2brandon..hmmm

uh....juz now had dinner wit parents .. then told them that i watched EXORCISM .. they were like :: wahh..u watch??am sure u cannot sleep d..so scary!!! uh uh...

jahahha...shit..now am alone in ma freakin room and am like so scare!! darn!! hehee..

aiyoo.....nvm later watch comedy..hahhaha...

M e R r Y c H r I s T m A s P e O p L e

Saturday, December 24, 2005

1422
kao!!!i slept for 3hrs only eh..muahaha``
last nite was chatting wit nic til...6sth AM!!!damn nice eh chat v him..laugh til ma stomach burst weyh..chat a lot wit him..
but then,the longest we chat is that another day til7am de...heh..
then 8sth m0m woke me up d..asked us to take breakie with daddy.friday eh..wanna sleep a lil longer aso ken0t duh``
0h,,told parents bout yesterday which i accidentally splash ppl thingy...daddy laughed at me..then say nx ime muz bcarefull,dun drive too much muz b more alert and obeserve..hehehe..damn funny..mummy aso kinda laugh..hmmph``
damn long didn really talk wit them d this mornin talk..was ok lor.
FOR joey,,didnt talk wit him for like--3 days ady eh i think..sth like that la..3/4 days like that..dunno why i dun feel bad while i din feel anything...felt so nice tho.no presuure tho..hehe...
after breakfast came up and try 2 sleep..i juz lie a while,mom woke me up AGAIN...asked me go supermark to get her some stuffs for tonite BUT then am dan tired eh wanted to sleep more BUT she keep on shouting my name frm downstairs - 'PAULINE...A-MEI....ARE U READY??'' then i jump up,quickly rushed to the bathroom n shower..hhaha...mana tau i go down,she say "oh,i need to buy kerang somemore eh but then u dunno how to buy..nvm i go wit u LATER after my this show [which ends at 12]...wtf!!!i rushed like hell weih...hmmph``geram giler babeng.
then went out...came back,help her wit some stuffs..NOW can cabut a while coz nth for me to do yet..keke
oh yeah``tomorrow goin to ben's hse for xmas eve eh..goina get drunk..hehehehe..coz i dun have to drive ma..nx door niah~aahahaha..
chin goina stay my hse..hangie not sure yet..most prob la..=)
damn happy eh..haha
wont b many ppl la..jus,7/8 of us like that only....coz win them all not here ma,so we celebrate am0ng ourself lor..think 2mrw going out wit ben to buy stuffs..=p

1730
uh uh...tired tired!!
hmm...juz now,helped to mop the car park,remove the flower pot,wipe the bloodie tables and chairs... ...
then juz now,mom asked me help her buy santan.supp0se2go to a small market there but then dun have.so,went to nearby scholl there,ASO DUN HAVE hmm left the BIG MARKET..only there have c0z today friday most shops close..hmm...damn geram while on the way there,saw one cat dead--IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD..euu?? i have to turn my car away freakin disgusting weih!!ueks.....uh
then,went to the BIG MARKET..it stinks ehh..DARN smelly.thank goodness i didnt faint weih..haha``almoz almoz..keke plus the floor is fcukin wet eh..i nearly 'POK KAI' few times some more arghh'' if i really slip down ah...dunno where to 'PUT' my face d...hide in my backside i guesss..haha
hmmph``scary scary...so scary,slippery,stink!!smell sux .. ueks....wonder how am i goina go market nx time..muahah..
mummy called me when im at the market..she was like--"uh..pity my a-mei..." muahaha..c0z everyone knows am damn 'xiao jie' wan.w0nt go to this kinda place.muahaa...this time really have no choice..aihh sad case =.=
th0se malay guys aso damn gatal/hamssap wan..euuu........damn fckin geram weih..kick thier balls only know..arghh..blooddiiee fool``such an iFiot ..hmmph``
very tired ehh..wanna sleepp~ but had a glass of nescafe juz n0w so dunno stil can sleep nn0t..wannna try or else sure die wan tonite..haha

2336
hermm...now th0se guest all downstairs while am up..hehe.NOT bcoz lazie ..its bc0z now they're drinkin and NOTHING much for me to help d..keke.
chilling wit a can of beer now..waaaaaaaaaa hhahaha
well,kinda heepiiee....S0MEONE actually pr0mised me that wil cut down on somking.muahha...3months time--one day like 3batang...hmm...hehe..good??better n0t lie to me yeah!! blek...[thanks for pr0mising...its f0r ur 0wn g0oD!!!h0pe u w0nt break ur pr0mise..0r else.....i'll pick up.................. hahaha <>]
kinda bz juz now..keep on walkin non-stop that type heh .. then acc loon fetch one of the aunty's soon--he's a doctor in AUSIEE..not bad looking eh BUT he's 31 d..hahah..but he looked young.dun look like d0c too..coz he's like out going and all....juz dun look like a doc..gila2 type ,dye hair,tanned skin[cool] hehehe..dunno why i dun like fair.many gals like to be fair BUT i dun..haha..prefer tanned skin..nice colour! mmmm..
juz now ryan came online!!so surprise..coz he told me he might not online in aus..hmm..chatted a while.
f0r tmr's 'party',we're having satay,pizza,secret's cake,some snacks and of coz BEER!!! muahahah..so,2mrw afternoon wil b going out wit ben and chin to get th0se stuffs.....hmm...*exciting eh me..hhaha...
goina put on weight d sigh!!getting fatter and fatter arghh!!! have to start jogging d!!!ehheh..

Friday, December 23, 2005

1314
hmm...w0ke up at 9sth ac daddy take breakfast then C0ME back continue my nice sleep..was sooo darn tired--i have no idea WHY..hmmmph`
woke at at 12 sth...after shower,came online and saw nicky's msn nick--''pauline .. i guess u didnt wan to know what i wrote :(...........why u treat me like that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'' and i was so shock..so,i open his blog and read.he said tht he've been smoking and drink a lot laz nite..bla bla..and said that i dun blive him??ahh.....and aso said that he's waitin for me to online...WHY WHY?!why muz he b so stpid waitin f0r me online while he's drunk ..?? sigh..i sent msg to tell him that i cant online d coz mummy siwtch off the wireless plug so cant online d..maybe his ouze no line so cant receive..mayb its ma fault =.= SORRY!!!
nick,its not that i dun blive u..gimme some time k!!! sorrry again!!!!

well,when he came back laz nite n chat v me, he already told me he's drunk BUT he dun wanna go to bed n keep on typing--love u love u and all....arghh`` then i ask him go to bed coz he's drunk but he keep on sayin he's not drunk..hmmph``so worry bout him laz nite til i could hardly sleep sigh..i really dunno what i can help n0w...felt useless frend ber-problem BUT i can do nothing or even help...
alw say tat he wanna die and al...AIYO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what can i do ... nick tell me what shud i do to make u feel better??dun ever hur urself anymore ok!!! uh``

1353
juz finished my lunch act..after so long didnt eat rice,today had few spoons of rice.no appetite sigh.
later haven to fetch mom out AGAIN...
laz nite chatted v ryan too b4 nick came back... he's now in the plane i guess--leavin to aus d..hmmm..dun think can chat wit hima nymore..and cant meet him d coz by the time he come back im in coll d....too bad lah..hehe..
now im not worry bout anythin bsides nick!!!
normally by this time he'l online d but this time...he's on but away...MAYB he's still sleepin..am sure he;s dead drunk..headache...really h0pe that he'll b fine..*worry worry*

0007
juz now went out to kbmal wit qi to buy some stuffs=) buy stationeries...then went for mcd--was damn hungry coz didnt eat anythin yet..haha``
then,she received a msg .. that person told her he's in MUG MUG CAFE..asked her to go.then she forced me to go..i wanted t0 come back c0z i cant go out too long as told parents im going o kbmal only..
then she force force so i HAVE to go sigh....
went there,saw surin,samuel,han yian and ah 'fat' =p ... (ben uchin ben u and jj joined later..)
b4 they came i asked surin2let me try a sip a cigarette eh mana tau he really allows..hehe...i took tissue to wrap[so that my finger wont have the smell] then,its like EVERYONE[meow,hanyian,ah'fat' ,surin n qi] all staring and looking at me eh..i was holding that freakin cig..think damn long b4 i took a sip then,that bloodie POOL hanyian took hp wanted to take pic...sigh so i drag the time til the cig almost finished..hehe then surin took a new stick for me ... after a while i really try eh... but the the 1st time was like--no taste,so i try again..they say not DEEP enuff i sip..hha..so,try and try...few sips til i taste the menthol..but then i cant really feel the taste eh..qi aso tried...haha..damn cool eh.
hmm..not bad tho =p...wanted to take another sip BUT ben came d so i dun dare hahaha..
talk talk a while,ben them all say wanna change place..while i feel like going back..so,they all went to spicy mamak..uchin went wit me--i stop her at mamak spicy as i aso pass by there ma..coz we wanna talk in the car..
on the way time,there's a T-JUNCTION..b4 reachin there,i cant c there's a hole there eh c0z raining ma so its FULL wit water..i drove then splash water kena 2 guys eh..omg!!then i suddenly break my car ehh...thankgood'ness bhind no car..the 3 of us-- qi uchin and i was like -- omg!!!.. then they started to laugh like nobody's business while am like DAMN WORRY EHH...scare like hell.[meggetar weh]
we looked back n saw the both of them kinda walking towards my car eh...qi and uchin asked me to quickly trun leh dun stop d...so,i cabut..omg!!the both of them keep on laughing eh...damn!!scary eii...worry they'll remember my car number plate eh..then come scold me...g0sh!!scariee eii.waaaaaaa..die die..
aiyoo felt so guilty..damn pitiful ehh...damn bad eh me...didnt walk down n sorry BUT run away..so bad!!! euuu...."so sorry weihh accidentaly eh...''=.= dun curse me ahh !!!
dunno where the hell the both of them goin this late nite walkin wit umbrella..heh..
but then if think over again its kinda funny eh...walk walk...wit umbrella suddenly kena splash....somemore its arfd 11sth...i stil can remember one of them wear sleeveless shirt yellow in colour..muahah...aiks..*bad bad* keke....",

Thursday, December 22, 2005

11am
this morin supp0se to go jogging wit uchin..BUT i fong her fei kei SHIT... laz nite charge hphone til forgotten to put bac by my side eh sigh then,on silent mode somemore...SORRY CHIN!!!!!!!!!!
haih``
this morn mom called -- conversation ::
mom: hey mei``still sleeping ah???
me: no la goina shower d..
mom: hmm..ok`` now,go to my dressing table wit ur hp a while k?
(walk there wit ma sleepin n blur face)
me: uh..o reached'''
mom: owh..ok.take the key and open the drawer on ur right and see how much money inside there.
me: mmmmmmm.....rm3060.
mom: ok..u sure u counted correctly??
(count again to make sure..)
me: hmmm..yeah sure.
mom: that day how much u and joey took the money in the middle drawer??now left rm850..
(im blur d that time---wat talkin her?i took rm50 here b4 only leh)
me: WHAT??? how i know``
mom: (started to bebel).......
(joey came ... )
joey: that day i take rm50 for u mah... {talk to me no manners}
me: can u talk2me properly?!
joey: WHAT?/I TALK PROPERLY D MAH..[shouted]
me: sigh..fine,,i dun wanna talk to u for now [that time i was stil on the phone v mom]
mahai!! this 2 ppl damn (....) --dunno how 2 say..
1.mom wan me to do things for her,shud talk2me properly ma..NOT talk2me as if wanna scold me and her tone...[arghhhhhh.!!!!!!!]
2.joey ralk to me worst than talking to his enemy!! gosh..why i have such bro... omg!! arghh!!!

early morning kena fcuked up d...
she aso aasked meto clean up our sstudy room as this friday or saturday like that wil have some uncles and auntiesss coming--i think rotarian
hmmm....i juz cleaned up and im done wit ma things`` she even said that...today dun go out ahh...help me clean up and all....sigh!!!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....fck la...early mornin AS IN REAL EARLY MORNIN kena screwed up d.... uh. what a dae eii....

now is juz mornin...i stil have half a day eii!!!
(prayin--kuan yin ma....pls.....poh pi poh pi me!!! thanks =) and may i have a nice day... )

to be continue...

1412pm
hmm....juz finished lunch not long with family. well,this is the 1st time am so quiet ..i DIDNT TALK AT ALL eh sigh`` omg'' hmmph....
even daddy talk2me aso i was like.....like " yes,no,hmmm,dunno.." simple ans..
really dyn feel like talkin anymore....esp JOEY that bus'STOP' lalaa,,
whatever....
uh...ryan went to s'pore d.i mean,reached s'pore d.received his msg this morn.wil b leavin to aus on 22nd if am not mistaken...no more yum char gang...sherwin,singh them all aso not back frm kl yet..lefg surin.ben.samuel.chin... ... [which am cl0se wit]
hangie aso leavin soon...new years eve she wont b ard acc me sob...LONELY!!! sumone come n celebrate n.y eve pls!! [opss...like so desperate huh.``blek]
I WANNA GO BACK KL !!!!!! hmm``
later have to go out wit m0m..she wanna buy smth .. so i have to be her 'driver' lor...=) apa nak buat..inilah LIFE..
uh-uh

2213
hmmm...juz now fetched mom2GRACE GARDEN to change her flower vast,then to market,then to the store to get smth and to billion to buy cheese..damn teruk--the store tarak jual cheese...??duh amat memalukan weih..
well,i din tok much too juz n0w..damn quiet...DIDNT TALK TO JOEY AT ALL....wasai!!! cool cool
came back shower,watch my astro show...he was watching upstairs while i watch downstairs =p
watch til i fall asleep eh hahaha oo tired i guess...
hmmm....juz now hse no electricity!!!so suddenly .. that time was chatting with nick--suddenly no electric..aiyoooo...teruk teruk--whole taman maju no letric..
then called hangie and talk...talk til so happen mummy call to open gate and then,after a while electric BALIK...miss me i think..kekeke
aiihh`` b0red b0red!!!
x-mas soon...dunno how am i goina pass ma x-mas............... h0me>>or wit friends???
hmmph`` wanted to go kbmal juz now but SHE donwan..wanna go the store or billion sigh``
coz qi and i goina xchange xmas present...[we hav nth betta to do in our life]keke
then wanna go watson see if got the thing which nicky wants =) see cute not...IF cute i'll get him one..AHAHA blek''
i dun wanna stay home...PRESSUUURRREEEE>< arghh =".=">
hmmmmmmm...---

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

life sux!!

hmm...
slept at 7am eh "laz nite"(tis morn)...and woke up at 12sth.slept for 5 hrs only...
was 'BZ' chattin v nicky for dunno how many hrs long``DAMN long we chatted but its not bored at all..its nice chattin wit him``he's funny tho..haha'' cute and ensem guy eh``hahahah omg!!!
hmmmmmm......if he didnt online i'll b dead bored PLUS i cant sleep mar``
damn stupid eh we al`never talk during bangkok trip,or when i went to termeloh BUT we chat as if we know each other so long that type =) heh ...
chatted v ren TOO .. a while``
this morn suppose to go for breakie wit surin them all but all FFK--overslept...aha BUT i guessed so d coz alw lidat wan..used to it d..hahaa PLUS i slept at 7am mar..hmmmm``

well today things juz doesnt come my way..
i really cant stand anymore stayin h0me like that...uh!! juz don wanna face SOME PPL which is so ...omg^^ arghh!!!
joey told mom bout ma 2 handphones d TODAY..sigh'' damn iFiot !!! so far she stil didnt scold me yet BUT she will SOON drag me n talk n BRAIN WASH me i guess....
life sux,love sux everythin sux!!!!!!!!!
i wanna GO BACK KL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!tension eh stay here sigh!!
mum treat me like noone,i felt so lonely back here...sigh!!! i dunno whats wrong wit this freakin world nw!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh```
hmmph`` why must i get tru al this fck....
JIE...I NEED U HERE!!!!wish u were here...then u can help me'''

hmmm.....been chattin wit nicky a lot this few days and he brighthen my day act...he alw make me laugh..its like..een if i dun wanna laugh aso suddenly laugh.--thanks nicky=)
sincerly thx....
ahh.......miss my kl life loadssssssssss

i wanna die!!!!

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

hmmm...
wengt jogging today!!FINALLY hahaah
and went to "visit" doctor too....and doctor "give" me 3 med...BUT i didnt eat yet eh til n0w hahaha 0o0pss...
waste oney niah sigh hehe..
was FORCED to go for doctor...-- early mornin kena nagging frm mum d..say sick til lidat but dowana go for doc n all ..arghh
no choice lo afta tat..
went in the afternoon after lunch....suppose2go airport to fetch ryan them all and give surprise...who knows damn hard to get parking when went for doc..take me almoz 1 hr neh damn...
afta that went to find them in oriental kopitiam...talk a while then chin and me chao..haha
that stupid chin made me laugh throughout the road....aiyooooo this gurl al tok a lot BUT had fun talkin wit her....we talked everthing that type eh damn siao!!
nite went yum char wit chin,ben,ben u,foong,huang,shann,jj,surin,muel and ryan... went out damn late eh 11 like that only go ...sigh..that stupid ben la haiyoo` whatever..
wnt to bside kbmal there for tea then to mamak spicy.
uh...SOMEONE find fault wit me...sigh
but after all i WON..hehe yeehaa..
1st time ei that fella keep on apologize....normally am the one who have to give way..this time...HAHAHHHAA...yeah```
hmmm,,,dunno why feel uneasy now...very confuse,somplicated life nowadays..thats why cnt sleep ... alw sleep at 4sth 5 like that BUT cant sleep well eh hmmmm..
think oo much i guesseeeee.....
arghh....
oh`` think goina flood soon eh.pasir mas all flood d...kb soon doh``hmmph diff ler if flood..hermm``

smth lidat ... arghh [k a r m a]

Weren't you the one who said that you don't want me anymore
And how you need your space and give the keys back to your door
And how I cried and tried and tried to make you stay with me
And still you said your love was gone and that I had to leave
Now you're Talking bout a family
Now you're saying I complete your dreams
Oh
Now you're sayin I'm your everything
You're confusing me
What you saying to me, don't play wit me, don't play wit me
Cause....

What goes around comes around
What goes up must come down
Now who's cryin', desirin' to come back to me
What goes around comes around
What goes up must come down
Now who's cryin, desirin', to come back
I remember when I was sittin home alone
Waitin for you til 3 o'clock in the 'morn
And when you came home you'd always have some sorry excuse
Half explaining to me like I'm just some kind of a fool
I sacrificed the things I wanted just to do things for you
But when it's time to do for me
You never come thru
Now you wanna be up under me
Now you have so much to say to me
Now you wanna make time for me
Whatcha doin to me, you're confusin me
Don't play with me don't play with me cause

I remember when I was sittin home alone
Waitin for you till 3 o'clock in the 'morn
Night after night knowing something goin on
Wasn't long before I be gone
Lord knows it wasn't easy believe me
Never thought you'd be the one that would deceive me
And never do what you're supposed to do
No need to approach me fool, cuz I'm over you

Gotta stop trying to come back to me

It's called Karma baby and it goes around

Sunday, December 18, 2005

uhuh``

uh....came back frm bangkok fro almoz 1 week d.damn lazie to do anything!!bangkok trip was not bad actually..enjoyed maself loads``shopping!!! aahahaha
played bungy jump in chiang mai..omg!! didnt know am so BRAVE hahahha... only me and cindy dare2play (girls) then joey,ryan them all dun dare keke..
cindy went 1st and i went 2nd..followed by datin's son and auny kelly's 2nd son--daniel..hehehe.
n0t bad eh the feelings. can feel the suicide feelings BUT wont die that type..muahhaha
hermmm....shop a lot in bangkok as in chiang mai nth 2 shop de...hehh..
well,was close v ryan during the bangkok trip..til th0se kids suan siao us sigh...kids are kids...arghh....damn childish!!
uh,,yesterday was a bad bad bad day f0r me..
gee woon came look for me then so happen joey say wanna go look for leon--asked me to sent em there.
so,three of us went out togetha lor...while reaching,there's a motor in front of me and she's ridding damn slow..so,i over take her..and i DO put signal for turning BUT i didnt looka t the side mirror b4 turning la sigh then knock her down..gosh..i was like--WTF!! omg...
so damn fcukin scary eii ..somemore she cry cry and cry for pain padahal her hurt is like fell down that type only..at her knee....arghh... then scolded me kurang ajar this and that...freak me off eii ...
thankgod got one uncle helped me..talk f0r me and asked me not to worry and all...then asked me to send her to hos to check 1st and all..then joey see me so scare he called paul out to help me..then called daddy....til i cry...TOO CHE KIA D...omg!!!
dunno later i dare to drive out not..haha...
mujur parents didnt scold they juz ask me to bcarefull
actually that lady very pity wan...she only have 1 kid,they work in a kilang jahit only ler...then her husband left her stayed in kl...hermm.....shit..so guilty...i aso dowan de mar..
then parents paid her 300 and promised to repair her bike for her...hmmmm...
parents give her money coz pity her...hermm...
dunno la felt bad like hell...all ma fault!!arghh....
but then really thankgod noone get serious injury lar....
oh...today mom suddenly ask the computer men and put wireless...wasai///damn heppie..n0w can online in ma room d...muhahaha..yeehaaa!!! hahah
uh later might go jogging if no rain..hope i can drive la..no fobia pls!!!hahaha...

Friday, December 02, 2005

q u i t p l a y i n g a m e s``

Even in my heart
I seeYou're not bein' true to me
Deep within my soul I feel
Nothing's like it used to be
Sometimes I wish I could turn back time
Impossible as it may seem
But I wish I could so bad baby
Quit playin' games with my heart

Quit playin' games with my heart
Before you tear us apart
I should've known from the start
Before you got in my heart
I live my life the wayTo keep you comin' back to me
Everything I do is for you
So what is it that you can't seeS
ometimes I wish I could Turn back time,
impossible as it may seem
But I wish I could so bad
You better quit playin' games with my heart

Quit playin' games
Baby, baby the love that we had was so strong
Don't leave me hangin' here forever
Oh baby, baby this is not a lie, let's stop this tonight
Baby, quit playin' games
Sometimes I wish I couldTurn back time,
impossible as it may seem
But I wish I could so bad,
babyQuit playin' games with my heart

ho ho ho````
going to bangkok s0on...hermm``what ma feelings supp0se 2 be??Xcited??aiks``i dun have the....the feelings to go on hols ehh. *weird... mayb bc0z TOO MANY families together .. almost 10 families 2gethre. PLUS children?? hmmph...dunno what wil it b like
this few days been out wit paul..yesterday wanted to play tennis BUT rainin so we ended up swimming =)
2day his youngest bro--Le0n is comin back...yeeehaaa``` might go n pick em up v paul tonite...think his flight is 10.30pm so wil reach ard 11.30pm``
damn funnie...joey n cousin bro--jin QUARRELLLLL..heh` they ahven been talking for days..g0sh
y'day daddy asked why they didnt talk or sit together then mom answered -- "WORLD WAR 2" haha... they FAUGHT few days ago. that time noone was h0me--only both of them and kakak... so we dunno who started it 1st as each of them were blamming each other .. haih`` KIDS are KIDS.
normally both wil play guns together N0W, one inside one outside;one upstairs one downstairs;one in parents room one in my room...hahaha..aiyooo think jin wont come here dy kekeke..
neway they're goin back today so...joey is SUPER DUPER happie. c0z n01 wil quarrelll,fight and al v em..he say after jin came, he'd ruin his life..hahahah dammnnnn funniee eiii.. c0z b4 this mummy sayang him moz but he wil get scolding frm mum if anythin thiz few days..hhe...hermm...
aaaaha``lunch time

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Thursday, December 29, 2005

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am scare!!!

MERRY XMAS!!!!

Saturday, December 24, 2005

Friday, December 23, 2005

Thursday, December 22, 2005

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

life sux!!

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

smth lidat ... arghh [k a r m a]

Sunday, December 18, 2005

uhuh``

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