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hmm...w0ke up at 9sth ac daddy take breakfast then C0ME back continue my nice sleep..was sooo darn tired--i have no idea WHY..hmmmph`
woke at at 12 sth...after shower,came online and saw nicky's msn nick--''pauline .. i guess u didnt wan to know what i wrote :(...........why u treat me like that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'' and i was so shock..so,i open his blog and read.he said tht he've been smoking and drink a lot laz nite..bla bla..and said that i dun blive him??ahh.....and aso said that he's waitin for me to online...WHY WHY?!why muz he b so stpid waitin f0r me online while he's drunk ..?? sigh..i sent msg to tell him that i cant online d coz mummy siwtch off the wireless plug so cant online d..maybe his ouze no line so cant receive..mayb its ma fault =.= SORRY!!!
nick,its not that i dun blive u..gimme some time k!!! sorrry again!!!!

well,when he came back laz nite n chat v me, he already told me he's drunk BUT he dun wanna go to bed n keep on typing--love u love u and all....arghh`` then i ask him go to bed coz he's drunk but he keep on sayin he's not drunk..hmmph``so worry bout him laz nite til i could hardly sleep sigh..i really dunno what i can help n0w...felt useless frend ber-problem BUT i can do nothing or even help...
alw say tat he wanna die and al...AIYO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what can i do ... nick tell me what shud i do to make u feel better??dun ever hur urself anymore ok!!! uh``

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juz finished my lunch act..after so long didnt eat rice,today had few spoons of rice.no appetite sigh.
later haven to fetch mom out AGAIN...
laz nite chatted v ryan too b4 nick came back... he's now in the plane i guess--leavin to aus d..hmmm..dun think can chat wit hima nymore..and cant meet him d coz by the time he come back im in coll d....too bad lah..hehe..
now im not worry bout anythin bsides nick!!!
normally by this time he'l online d but this time...he's on but away...MAYB he's still sleepin..am sure he;s dead drunk..headache...really h0pe that he'll b fine..*worry worry*

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juz now went out to kbmal wit qi to buy some stuffs=) buy stationeries...then went for mcd--was damn hungry coz didnt eat anythin yet..haha``
then,she received a msg .. that person told her he's in MUG MUG CAFE..asked her to go.then she forced me to go..i wanted t0 come back c0z i cant go out too long as told parents im going o kbmal only..
then she force force so i HAVE to go sigh....
went there,saw surin,samuel,han yian and ah 'fat' =p ... (ben uchin ben u and jj joined later..)
b4 they came i asked surin2let me try a sip a cigarette eh mana tau he really allows..hehe...i took tissue to wrap[so that my finger wont have the smell] then,its like EVERYONE[meow,hanyian,ah'fat' ,surin n qi] all staring and looking at me eh..i was holding that freakin cig..think damn long b4 i took a sip then,that bloodie POOL hanyian took hp wanted to take pic...sigh so i drag the time til the cig almost finished..hehe then surin took a new stick for me ... after a while i really try eh... but the the 1st time was like--no taste,so i try again..they say not DEEP enuff i sip..hha..so,try and try...few sips til i taste the menthol..but then i cant really feel the taste eh..qi aso tried...haha..damn cool eh.
hmm..not bad tho =p...wanted to take another sip BUT ben came d so i dun dare hahaha..
talk talk a while,ben them all say wanna change place..while i feel like going back..so,they all went to spicy mamak..uchin went wit me--i stop her at mamak spicy as i aso pass by there ma..coz we wanna talk in the car..
on the way time,there's a T-JUNCTION..b4 reachin there,i cant c there's a hole there eh c0z raining ma so its FULL wit water..i drove then splash water kena 2 guys eh..omg!!then i suddenly break my car ehh...thankgood'ness bhind no car..the 3 of us-- qi uchin and i was like -- omg!!!.. then they started to laugh like nobody's business while am like DAMN WORRY EHH...scare like hell.[meggetar weh]
we looked back n saw the both of them kinda walking towards my car eh...qi and uchin asked me to quickly trun leh dun stop d...so,i cabut..omg!!the both of them keep on laughing eh...damn!!scary eii...worry they'll remember my car number plate eh..then come scold me...g0sh!!scariee eii.waaaaaaa..die die..
aiyoo felt so guilty..damn pitiful ehh...damn bad eh me...didnt walk down n sorry BUT run away..so bad!!! euuu...."so sorry weihh accidentaly eh...''=.= dun curse me ahh !!!
dunno where the hell the both of them goin this late nite walkin wit umbrella..heh..
but then if think over again its kinda funny eh...walk walk...wit umbrella suddenly kena splash....somemore its arfd 11sth...i stil can remember one of them wear sleeveless shirt yellow in colour..muahah...aiks..*bad bad* keke....",