freakin' ppl!

omg!
im dead disappointed wit ma bro!
serious shit he's HORRIBLE!
when he need sumthing he'll ask from u BUT not wit a proper tone nor manners way!
when he's not in the mood, he'll juz shout at u or show faces.
when he's in a good mood he can juz be so NICE!
blardie hell!
okay, for ex: laz nite i was using laptop online chatting wit some friends. he came in ...
wei!! i wanna watch i not stupid too eh! dun use ad leh.
huh? i juz online n wanna chat v ma fwen for a while. cant u wait?
OLOR! i wanna watch eh! so late already!
...... gimme 5 more mins then =(
FASTER LA!
is that the way u talk like that to ur sis? u ever show respect?
and i give way. I ALWAYS DO!
he's juz way too selfish. wel, some wil say " aiyoo.. he's stil young ma. and he's the youngest. give him lor"
but, he's already 15!!! 15 !!!!!!! not 5/6 yrs old anymore!
he'd been pampered since young by MOM. so his freakin' temper is farkin bad!
no manners at all .. or i shud say "no big no small" argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i come back like once a while but he stil... ish!
i bought him adidas shoe. never even say THX or anything but complain!
seriously damn regret for buying him that!
why muz he alw treat me like that? im farking sad eh! why muz i face this kinda shittiee bro??
(shouting out loud!!!!!!!!!!) everytime he treat me like that, i NEVER complain 2 mom nor dad.
but til once... i complained to dad BUT he cant do anything juz bcoz his PMR is juz ard the corner!
dad say wil oni speak to him after his PMR. but i dont think it helps ok!
im dead sick.. juz dun feel like stayin home BECOZ OF HIM!!!!!!!!!!!
ma chao haih

its HER bday!

HAPPY BIRDIE DAY TO U,
GAN YEW CHIN!

hmmm,, hope u enjoy ur SMALL day! wahahah,,
have fun til the max wit US yeah! muahahaha
wahh,, ur pressie from me not cheap huh? hahks.
sure u like it a lot! make sure u make full use of it! xp
hugs + kisses!

havent been blogging recently . was 'bz' and laziee! but i think ive a lot to blog! *ish*
okay, start from thursday ::
seghee's gf came. so ghee, gf, han n i bring her ard kb. oh well, u know, kb--NOTHING! hahks. somemore she's kinda picky. we brought her to thai festival tot she'll kinda enjoy or at least get sth but she say not he type or sth. then in the evening we brought her to one balai beach. she say wanna play kite . so we went buy kite in kebun sultan. waaha.. damn semangat ! well, i shud say thats ma 1st time playin kite wit FRIENDS . and i dont know how 2 fly kite! wahhaha.. sad case weih!
i didnt play. juz enjoy takin pics and u know, look at that couple. muahaha.
tadaaa.. here's sum pics""

tryin hard 2 fly the cacat-ed kite!

wohooo.. looks nice huh? hah. the one n only pic which have the 4 of us
punya face .LOL
*yay* finally the kite FLY!

then, juz now thong had a small bday party at her rest. went over makan steamboat! syok! hehe`` 2 tables. was gila-ing wit chin. guichan, ah-man and thong after makan. the 5 of us was laughing and talking like mad! lolx. guess thong enjoyed a lot! keke..i hope u do.. wit that SURPRISE huh! wahahaha

chin::lyne::thong::gchan

stoopid thong hide behind
makes her looks SMALL. lolx
look at this UGLIEE gal!
muahaha

sudd dunno what 2 write ad geh. forgotten everythin ad. damn tired! huhu

anyway tmr is ren's bday~

HEPPIE BIRD'DAY REN-ny ...
MAY GOD BLESS...
HOPE U NJOY UR BIG BIG DAY =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEARIE THONG!!

*opsss* its kinda late huh? haha.. sowee `` no chance online! hehe,,

mmm,,, we got to know each others since like form 4/5.
we wasnt that close til U came in INTI.
we started to hang ard together. go through so many things together.
we shared our secret ... gossip-ed bout ppl(gals =p) ...
i really enjoyed hanging ard wt u.
im glad that w can be CLOSE can talk so well, can hang ard so well, can became so GOOD!
u're alw so CARING, LOVING, FUNNY, SPORTING... ...
whenever im SICK, or not feeling well.. u'll SURELY take care of me. *touched*
whenever am down, u'll alw be there for me, TOO.
seriously am very happy 2 know u.never in ma life i regret knowing u an be so close wit u.
u helped me alot in my life.. ure such a wonderful friend!!

s0 sad.. ur 1st bday in INTI gua tak boleh celebrate wit u.
but u seemed enjoy! ting,chin ling thm all celebrated wit u..
c0me bek oni celebate again wt u =)
hope u really enjoyed and happie!
have fun!
all da best in yer finals too!
hmmm,, may yer dreams come true and may u have a goo year ahead!
do take care! will see ya SOON!!
hugs and kisses.. love ya gurl!

huahua..
goodiee.. today mom cooked "heng hua mee" *slurpp* sp gawd damn nice!
michelle had 4 bowls!! (lunch 2, tea time 1, dinner 1) haha.. and had 2 bowls oni. one lunch and one dinner keke..
uh but so awd damn nice!
galvin--chelle's bro son came, TOO! he's so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *inlove* haha
this morn chelle and i went railway station 2 pic qi ,win and meow(samuel) up. blardie hell,, they told us 'll reach ard 8 ... and we reached ard 8 wait for HALF AND HR oni they arrived! blardie fool pool. hahks

nah jie -0- galvin's pics! =p

hmmm... back home. everything is GOOD!=)
where u can eat all whatever u wan, buy what u need w/o worrying u dun have enuf money to spent, go wherever u feel like.. waaaaaaaaa,, NICE! hahks.
but, sometimes... makes me miss my coll too! my friends, my life over there.. where u can go out MIDNITE for supper/yum char wit friends, hang around wit ur friends til late nite.. i really do miss my friends over there.
well, time passed so fast. im back for a week already! omg!! gawd damn fast! ishh~ horrible! bt since i cam back, ive been driving up and down. fetch this fetch that buy this buy that. TIRING!! sounds NICE but it isnt. imagine when ure stuck in the traffic jam n mom / dad/ bro kept calling to push .. wants u to be fast! its not that am slow its the TRAFFIC ok! *arghh*
mMmmMMmm,, this is LIFE.
im kinda enjoying ma life lately. juz wish ma friends could come back asap! chin, qi, thong,... ... all!! faster move u orang punya arse bck here! huahuahua...
miss u peeps!
see ya'all soon! mmmwwaahhh

its his birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!! although im not there.. cant cele ur BIG DAY wit u, hope u enjoy ur bday!
u had a great present this year huh? all expensive pressie from ur dad, mom and ME =p the best pressie for u shud be the one from dad huh~ hahks. its freakin' expensive and its the thing u want most!!
oh well, its alr 7 months. so many things we go trough together .. happy ones, sad ones..
im glad that we can stil go trough it together. many hardworks to be done huh? hahks. ... arrr,, m back home cant meet for like 3 weeks or more ? sobs. i really hope datin's bday we can meet... really hope i could go IF she's havin a "party".. huhu
im goina miss u loads dear.. ..
and again, happy birthday to u!!
*muackzzzz* love ya babiee... take care ..

finally!! ive finished all ma' papers!!! so freakin' excited!!
hahks. went down to sg wang today wit THONG.. meet HIM in central then REN fetched us in central and straight we went off to sg wang! weeee``
we had our lunch in timesquare .. then went lowyat to "visit" sooling-his godsis. ahh`` she looks so MATURE! she looks 20+ whereas she's juz 18!! goshh~ hah.. okay, abaikan. then went sg wang. we split off. those two GUYS go n walk themselves.. thong and i.. haha what more? SHOP! i spent seriously a lot! hah.. bought a t-shirt and a shirt, one jeans and one half skirt half pants, 2 neckles, 2 CDs(for mom), shoe(for JOEY), neckles (for cousin sis). aha! thats all i guess. haha.. shit! i spent a lot today! thong!!! U ASO SPENT A LOT HOR!! wahhahahaa..cant stop buying! huahua.. anyway, that jeans pants. went in the shop ard 2sth 3. but make up my mind and bought it ard 7!! hahks. creazy! damn expensive lar. but i like it and i got it! wahahhah.. felt so nice today! altho am dead tired! imagine... slept ard 6.30am and woke up at 7am! to exam at 8.comes out ard 10.15am. back to room wait for vjiet(she sent thong and i to ktm station) then...... terus go down kl ... but i came back early! ehhe,, ard 8sth 9 i was back. shower, iron ma new clothes =)
im supposed to be dead tired now BUT i cant sleep! gosh~ think i wqas too tired juz now but i didnt sleep. haih~ serve me right! damnit!
well, tmr goin down AGAIN! to get him his bday prezzie. dont think can meet em tmr =( altho i wish to.
ahh,, today we didnt really talk. coz i was "busying" wit ma shopping. he was like.. BORED i guess. hah.. neway thx ren and dear... for accompanying thong and i for shopping! hehe,, *feel bad*
oh well, im free like a bird! shoot! i have to think of programme on friday n sat!! arghh`` tmr kl. friday nite ive program but day time? aih~ hope he can come.. miss u. sat TOTALY free. nth 2 do at all! aish.. think i shud juz stay in room and .... NOT STUDY FOR SURE! watch drama? =( "pekchek!"
aih~ juz hope everything goes on well.
sorry for everything dear! hope everything is OVER! im sorry!

f.i.n.a.l.s!!

arghhh!!!!
tmr ive two paper!! TWO !! 8am is ma 1st paper! oh gosh~ juz hopefully i can wake up. i asked a few ppl 2 wake me up anyway. haha.. whoever have to wake up for 8am class or paper, have to gimme a mornin call! wahahha.. even MUMMY aso i asked. lol. dad called ... *winks* cant belive he called! wahhaha.normally is either mom, bro or cousin sis. he thought my paper was today. called up and ask how was it and all. *blur* hehe.. told him its tmr he was like..
" oh so u better sleep early k.. oh now its 10.45pm, better go and sleep after talking to me ok!"
"huh.. sleep so early for what?"
" cannot.. later u too stress and all then u cant sleep again! so u better go n sleep ok!"
"lalal,, dun worry will sleep after reading my notes ok?"
"no ..no ...no .. sleep NOW!else u'll keep worrying and cant sleep ~ i say NOW ahh"

and i was like.. haha... speechless...what more can i ans besides "OKOK" haha.. aiyoo,, makes me miss daddy like hell. huhu.

I REALLY hope i can do my paper tmr and day after. im goina fly as "HIGH" as possible on wed, after 11am!!!!!!!!!!!! *wiiittt* cant wait! *opsss* 1st paper aso didnt start yet and im thinking bout AFTER MY PAPER.wahhahaha... goshh`` cant wait lah. so stressFOOL now!
well, im supposed to sleep since 11. but i failed! ishh,, horrible!

SHE.....

she's my ONE AND ONLY. she's the one i miss most, i love most, i care most.
she'll be comin back SOON ! *yay*
she is the one who gave me MOST advise, correct me from WRONG TO RIGHT, teaches me many things n shares her experiences wit me, cheer me up when im down.
now, she's no longer single. and im happy for her! *congrates*
really hope she'll not regret for choosing this way~ .. hope she is happy wit her life now =)
i miss her alot! it've been almoz a year since we laz met each other!
whenever we have the chance to talk, we'll talk like nobody's business. lol.
cant wait to see her. 1 month 8 days! IM WAITING FOR U BABE
lalalalaalala,, take care !!
u shud know who U are!! =) good day !!
muackz... love ya loads!

WE used to be CLOSE.
WE USED to hang ard together, talk A LOT together, gossips, share our daily lifes together. BUT , everything seemed upsidedown now! WHY? cant u talk 2 me? speak 2 me? if there's anything u REALLY REALLY unhappy bout me, SPEAK OUT TO ME .. do u know im freakin' suffering NOW? finals is juz ard the corner... its hard for me to concentrate on ma' studies lately. if u really unhappy wit anything, PLEASE talk 2 me.. PLEASE. im begging u ~ u used to speak out to me but not now, W.H.Y? i know, u have ur own friends, but.... WE ARE OLD FRIENDS! if u really stil treasure our friendship, come to me n talk 2 me.. im really suffering .. very upset if u keep on like that. its like... u act nth but ure showing me that u unhappy wit me! *ouchh* my heart hurts a lot u know~
please please please dun treat me like that anymore!
maybe u just dont know the feelings. and i belive u dont wanna try it as well.
i know, even if i ask u "WHY", u'll SURELY ans "NOTHNG"... i know u well!
already how many years of friendship.. u wan it to be END juz like that in a blink of an eye? i really dun wan. ive been cryin for days. I REPEAT DAYS
haih~ maybe im juz not a good friend.... maybe u juz dun need me anymore? i dont know. juz hope u can come to me n talk 2 me`` P.L.E.A.S.E.
i wan us to be as GOOD,as CLOSE, as b4. NOT LIKE NOW~!!
HOPE EVERYTHIN'L BE FINE.

life aint easy lately. many things changed! im so STRESSfool.!!.
today was my 1st tennis meeting. well, outa ma expectation ='( tot'll be at least OK but... haih~ sad case. its sux! felt useless... was extremely DISAPPOINTED! maybe this post doesnt suits me =( not tryin 2 be bossy or sth. but, i think its very very basic things like... when ppl is giving a talk OR ppl is talkin, at least listen.. and give comment or idea if u have BUT, some ppl juz dun give a shit. already they are LATE for the meeting. its like EVERYONE waiting for THEM to be there. then when ppl's talkin they aso talk and they talk those things which have NTH TO DO WIT THE MEETING! wtf!!! its not like they wont have the chance 2 talk after that! arghhh!!
im very disappointed wit one of them! HE is very very very RUDE! no manners! i dunno what more word i can use besides DISAPPOINTED! THOUGHT he would be HELPFUL but he's HELP FOOL !!
what 2 do. he could be like SO nice SOMETIMES.. but, NOT THIS TIME! hah. imagine when u're talkin and someone said "eh, faster la. anything more?" -- if u think its waste of time, DUN COME! u think i freakin' give a shit if u dun come? ask u to come juz bcoz i give u face ok! else i wouldnt have ask u to come u biatch!

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today he came n look for me =) called me EARLY in the mornin (8.30) .. told me he's comin.. then i was like. "huh? o. ok. msg me when u reach batang benar" and i cont sleepin like p.i.g! lolx
damn tired. slept late laz nite --STUDYIN! *opsss* haha.. then wake up SO EARLY! uh-uh. hehe but for ur sake its ok =p thx for comin altho u know i dun like u 2 come coz u have to *********?? hish! hope u wont repeat it again! but happy 2 see u! *wwwiitt* mmmmwwwaaahhh``

had a long talk wit thong today. talked a lot! bout our story~ hahks. wooppss sorry to bother u yeah~ hahahah,, but nice talkin 2 u .. haha. damn funny!
all the best in ur test and presentation! hope u can do well.
good luck to MANGO LO H , TOO!! hehehe.. all the best in ur FINALS gal. hope u can do well n scare well!
and of coz to EVERYONE!! GOOD LUCK, PEOPLE!!! *finger cross*

arghhh!!!!
wtf! woke up this mornin.. suddenly felt like my eyes cant open all.so went to the mirror and check.. saw my eyes SWOLLEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *sobs*
its red and swollen!! i think eye infection.. pathetic me lalala... suddenly like that. aih~ sad case. didnt manage to go for my 10am class. well, no attandence taking though coz juz to take our internal marks. msg-ed mengli(my classmate) to take my marks for me. *phew* ... i got 42/60. and,, QUITE satisfied. i tot i'll screw it up~ hahks.
i have to hand in kanako and my chem assign but i cant go out wit my eyes like that. *paisei* so msged thong. i tot she'll be comin back n then go for class.. after her test, she PURPOSELY come back n get the assign from me n hand in for me.. *ouchhhh* thx gal. and sorry for troubling u.
she saw my eyes. and kept sayin im UGLY ='(
n she again PURPOSELY go n buy me optrex(eye washer) for my eyes as i dun have anything for my eyes.
goshh~ crazy her!!.. never i my life i use all this crap! but still.. thanx a lot thong. really thx~
aih.sad case la.already my eyes is small.now, much smaller.

LOOK AT MY SWOLLEN EYES!

SEXY EYES! LOLX