well, i juz finished class. FRIDAY me havin class? whow!! hah.. aiya, its sort of replacement la. coz nx Monday she cant make it so she asked us to join another section. hurmm, sumore is 8AM CLASS!!! and she act didnt take attendence! blardie pool!! make me go for class niah~ sighs.. geramnyer!! suppose 2 b blardie tired + sleepy de lor but once i stepped in class, i saw YIEN MEEI!! the 1st thing i did was PINCH her chubby face~ hahahah.. she's freakin cute eh! goshh.. hahaahah.. keep on talkin 2 her in class`` during break, we went sidewalk for "breakfast" talk talk, she accidentally took ma water and i was lookin at her then i pointed my drink but she stil cant get it..she drank and she was like "eh, my ornage suddenly bcame ice lemon tea" muahahhaa...aiyooo then cant stop laughing at her. all i can do is keep on pinching her face~ keke.. so nice to pinch weih! =p.. opsss.s..*feel bad* ahah TETAPI she tak mind pun.blek

m so excited now! muahahah..only some ppl 'll know why i feel so! XD yeyeh..!!
well well well... nx thursday we're havin a BBQ? whow!! dunno wil jadi or not ler. hopefully wil lor coz i've paid da deposit ~ mmmmmmmmm.. and i dun like things to be cancel once they say wana do.. but IF wanna do, muz do the best la for sure~ aih`` dunno what'll happen 2 our club ad. i kinda gave up`` bad bad bad.. well, prez and vice DID NOTHIN for da PD trip. am waiting to see this BBQ nite .. they goina do anythin or not`` i've booked the place, the rest.. i dunno~ aiiihhh`` see how thing goes then..
oh, laz nite roger,kelvin,geewoon and ME! went dinner together. we went al-salam.. after makan we lepak ther chit-chattin... they say nx sem wanna organize a trip 2 gua tempurung or whatever shit gua which is in ipoh wor~ but then after that say find around 10 ppl go niah~ like 2 cars we go among ourself lor.. good aso like that.i prefer we go among ourself than in a big group..if in a big group very mahuan de. well, see lor how! hahaha.. maybe say say but after all ALL TAK JADI""" keke
really hope that our TENNIS CLUB can do better for the following semester~ HOPE la.. but................................................................ i gave no hope
just hope our prez and vice wil put more afford for nx sem and do better!!

f i n a l l y?? finished ma "bz"-ness ad.. left one more assign to go which muz pass up on monday~and HOPEFULLY i can finish it by then coz i dun even know how to do geh.. die lo.muahaha.. aih~ sad case
well, today was ma debate!! and .. we atually won! woohoo`` good job to our group leader! he did a very very good job !! *claps* mmmm,, i didnt did ma best.. i juz read tru the paper.. was blardie nervous so whatever shit i memorized all useless.. aiih~ hahaa... but then i blive everyone did a good job la =)
aso wanna thank gee woon and sheau thong went support me!! hiakhiak~ i bet it was bored at 1st coz U.S his really bored us! kekeke..but then after that during the debutting... was not bad i guess coz kinda funny.. but then... really thx!! muax~

i suddenly miss home.. FOR NO REASON..siao ad~ hah.... dun feel good now .. dunno why felt like cryin~ sob sob*
hurmm... ppl likes to talk abt ppl.. and so do i.. but then .... some ppl juz never think b4 they talk..they juz boommbbaaattt ppl like nobody's business..they never care bout ppl's feelings tho. aih~so speechless...
ahhh... w h a t e v e r

well, this is some pics frm during and after the debate =)

after the deate
both groups =)

yien meei::me::sze yong
my group-mate =)-- yeen meei so cute! kaka

"???", gee woon & sheau thong
thx gurls muaxx!

HONERABLE JUDGES

:: Picture Of The Trip ::

yeepiee!!am back from PD~ whow* was a good trip i shud say~ not bad.. enjoyed over there =) was totally outa ma expectation ei! tot'll n bored and all but was upsitedown. i just LOVE BEACH`` .. am lovin it
hurmm.. pity eugene ler act~aih`` but then.. its not that we wana say em but...juz cannot tahan... [sorry eugene]
well, we played BANANA BOAT! hehe that was fun! so farnie when suddenly isabelle,zheyi and ashley fell coz they were in the middle! weird but funny~keke.. some kayak as well.
johann told us his testimony.. was touching ler~
we aso burried zheyi .. and the nx day roger. hah.. was cool~ and we played beach volleyball as well. i dunknow how to play la.sad case. didnt really manage to hit the ball.. hehhe..juz "yeah!!!!!!!!!!" thats all gee woon and i do~keke
the nite game--esp the guessing games REALLY cracked our head eii! wohh.. but the game was good la [by weejiet,belle and caixuan] when we're in the room, we stil get some mar so we keep on pestering the to give us til we can get the ans.. else they cant sleep.haha..FUHHH..mujur can get!keke else sure cannot sleep wel de..hahaha
i got sunburnt!!!!!! but then ma shoulder oni la.. a lil' oni. tak syok! hehe.. some say me dark a lil some say no! aih so sad when they say "NO" .. hehe..
eugene go PEEP gals bathroom.. til issabelleeee shouted like "whow!!so loud" hah...
ahh..one more thing!! we bought adrian a float coz he dunno how to swim.. we act dared him .. if he dare to wear we'll get em one. he say he dare... so get em one lor.mana tau, once we reach the place... his so-called "ring-ring" burst ad!! he was so sad .. aiyooo.. his mouth ahh.. HAHAHHA.. make me laugh like hell!! but he's CUTE! muahahhaah
joe came INTI~ tot can meet up wit her BUT.. aiih~ by the time we out for dinner she's at the airport ad. aiyooo.. so sad~ really really tot can meet her`` miss her so much!! too bad. hopefully the nx time she comes can meet up wit her lah
uh..this comin saturday nic comin out frm prison for 3 days~ hope2meet em! stil calls me almoz everyday w/o fail =) so happy~hehehe..everyday TOT he wont call bt surely'l receive one call frm em =) so good! like today NEVER expect he'l call coz called me yesterday and talked quite long ma.. who know.. muahahah!! freakin' eppie whenever sees the number frm em de..hahahaha..
btw, here's some COOL pics we took in PD

gee woon and i
taken in the car--On dA wAy tO pD

look at ADRIAN'S innocent face after knowing is "ring-ring" BURST!!

omfg!! acting cute? MUAHAHAHA

wooohoo``nice breast!! *slurp-slurp*geewoon's pose reminds me of EMILY ROSE!! dunno why i think so.hah..scary!!

model of da day--ROGER!! muahaha~

whow!! i haven been sleepin since yesterday!! motheroflord!! all i know is im freakin' headache since this mornin.. massive headache!! arghh.. die lo lidat~ didnt sleep whole nite then go for test straight.. thankgod ma test aint tough.. was kinda easy =) i mean i can do la. *thumbs up*
then, cont another class..wasnt tired BUT was headache.. headache but i stil manage to go for jogging! hiakhiak`` tot i can sleep after class juz now but i ended up rolling here and there cant sleep!! gosh!! wondering what happen to me eh~ really really hopefully me can sleep later but then need study study study!! im switchin on ma study mode but then alw kena ganggu 1.. alw pester me to go here and there.. blah!! go ther.. sit.. LOOKING AT THEM EAT , TALK... blah!! tmr need to go golf?? lalala.. izzit bcoz am fun to bully? or what.. duhh`` felt like...(dunno what to say)
mmmm,, now, isabelle, weeijiet, caixuan & weiming wanna go pd pulak~ pening kepala niah~ i mean to find transport and al AGAIN!! uh..guess what? prez called up 2 ask for the program and al.. this consider CONCERN?! or.. is bcoz sum1 ask bout it but she dunno how to ans OR..? i dunno lah... bt she juz wont do anythin.lalalalala..
aih~ this friday go down kelana jaya? i dunno la.seemed so troublesome.. think that roger aso dun really feel like goin.. feel bad for pastering em tho.
haih``` me so sick now! sick of everythin!! cacthin flu i guess -- keep on sneezing. headache somemore.. pd trip's thingy! gosh! no program somemore oh? aiyoo!! mati .. die.. sei.. really dunno what can do over ther tho. sighs`` really crackin a head!!
I NEED A BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

woohooo...
later 8am test and am stil awake! gosh~
well well well... ma day was freakin' funny AGAIN! wit s.thong and gee woon here.. gosh! am suppose to CONCENTRATE study but.. ended up laughing more but luckily i manage to study la plus i studied few days ago aso~ *phew*
but then me farkin suffering la`` wednesday test, thursday test lalalala.die die die!
uh.. went for KFC wit johann, kelvin, zheyi, roger and gee woon!! well, the KFC suppose to be ROGER,KELVIN,GEEWOON AND I but then thx to roger and kelvin lor MULUT BESAR go tell johann znd zheyi am giving s0-called freediner in KFC.. i wanna belanja them coz i have KFC free cupon ma. mana tau.. hah... suddenly so many ppl. padan muka kelvin he have to pay for the rest~ LOL .. *pathetic* but then he cari pasal 1. coz told him i can only treat the 3 of them coz i only have 3 cupon BUT he tot im givin for no reason.. so he say nvm lor he pay for roger and himself de. wahahaha.. aiyoo.. SPEECHLESS.
hurmm, i juz recalled smth`` y'day s.thong told me.. she and her 2 more friends didnt know here provided the place for washing clothes so the 3 of them washed in the cubicle wher ppl shower.. gosh!! imagine... 3 of them, squating there and shower padahal there's a place for them o wash clothes! aduhai.... she say backache ad..muahaha..afta that oni they know there's a place for them to wash clothes de.. omfg! gee woon and i was laughing like hell..
they're such a joker weih!keke
mmm..then went to buy black label.. mmmm.. each have to pay another 15? so all together is like rm55 per person to pd! mahai! the trip is like...NO PROGRAM? lalallaa..i dunno la really nomood to go ad.. prez care anythin abt this? even eugene aso dun care? argh... what wil be happening to our club?!!!!!!?!?!?!?!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...!! dun feel like doin anythin ad.. but i cant.. aiih~ die ei if cont lidat!
mmmph this thursday am FORCED to go for golf wit donkey,kelvin and johann!! lalala i dun even really know how to play..suddenly ajak me. i dun understand why. can ask adrain but diedie aso wan me go? blah! sure wanna kacau/bully me 1.. but then hopefully that roger didnt ffk me to acc me down kl this friday la.. we made a deal. i go for golf,he acc me for kl to watch tennis in jln duta~ if he really ffk me.. im really speechless n.. dunno what'll happen lah duh
mmmmmmmmm.. why i cannot sleep eh?! aduhai.. really hate this eii
uh.. nic called me!! waaaaaaaaaa haha. he said he'll TRY to call me everyday! fuyoo... freakin' happie gong! hahaha .. he wanna "update" everythin n don wan me bored worh~ hah.. aiyooo..so nice n sweet of em. *muaxx*

... uchin's job

mmm.. pics edited by chin to cheer me up + she got nth better to do.. hahkz``

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haeyoo... thx chin! heh`` lidat aso can cheer me up? blah.. cheer me up=acc me shop and go for movies!!!!!!!!! haha
cepat la wei!! im waitin neh! =p
thx for the pic AGAIN =)
hope u finish ur assgn in time lah . bahaha...work hard!! draw hard!! hahahaa... lame me gosh!
am juz simply too bored lah``

bahaha... what a day~ i mean... today was the funniest day !!
well, went for tennis.. then played or postponed'smix double match.. only 2 pairs la.. one is zheyi and i , one more is ashley and eugene. WE won!!*victory* .. what shud i say? such a long game tho! i mean, we were up and shud hae finish it earlier but.. hah.. thx to me! so playful..keep on playin~ alala..abaikan.. this is not the point.. eugene was...... hmm funny? moz of the ball b4 the serve, he'll say...READY? ..hah.. i mean, its like coachin ppl or teasing ppl that kind.. but his purpose is to ask if we're ready or not. i like to play wit ma racket string ma then alw kena "pauline, u ready??" and i have to angguk ma head and say "YES YES YES!!" then me keep on laughin..omfg!! am so bad. i dunno why i keep on laughing throughout this game.. eugene was funny la.. when he get one point.. he was FREAKIN' happy ok? he'll "jump" for happiness!! like small kid eh! *burb* hahah.. aiyooo`` dunno how to say~ but was damn funny la.
came back, gee woon was watchin drama, i was chattin and kinda doin ma assign.. then after a while sheauthong came to ma room coz she cant sleep.. g.woon and s.thong dunno each other 1 but then g.woon cant stop laughing when s.thong starts talkin.. keep on laughin.. when i talk wit g.woon, s.thong laugh.. sighs~ aduhai but then am glad that they can cop la..*phewww*
alallaa...blardie INTI!! suddenly juz now no electricity!!! but then mujur me using laptop and ma laptop ber-battery!! kaka then can stil chat and gwoon can stil watch her drama.hah.. haih~ a while no electric, a while got sighs!
mmmmmmmmm,, so happy today!! nic called me--finally aiyooo...was really really happy eh he called..otherwise i'll be holding back tears again tonite! he passed up his phone ad and ONLY sunday can take phone..SUNDAY ONLY!!!!!! sad case`` but what to do.. aiihh,, talked once before my mix and after.. =) *thumbs up*.. even words cant describe how eppie am i now!hahha.. i mean its a relief la.. at least i know he's fine and all`` thehell... he told me there's one gal looked like me from the side of her.. her eyes and nose!! uh.. huh,, will he...? hahaha..blah! simply think keke..
stoopid mE! hah..
lalalalalala... today was not bad la. 1st time CSC lec let us back early today .. but early aso as in 20mins b4 time. hah.. 1st time weih!! blah`` hurmmmm its 3.30am now and am stil awake.. as in NOT SLEEPY at all yet!! aduhai... stil wondering shud i go for tennis ? wednesday and thrsday test la.. wednesday de me not so worry la coz MCQ and matchin oni. but thursday de kinda worry coz is MCQ AND STRUCTURE.. mmmph how ah? but if joanna goin tmr i HAVE TO go lo coz i stil haven play wit her yet.. left our match oni.. aiih~ dunno lah.
today chatted a lot wit roger, was talkin bout the past and all..damn stoopid!! aiih~ things changed a lot`` =p uh, played match wit roger as well today`` he was wearing blardie slipper and play sumore..hah'' babi punya budak! aiks..shit!! owe him testi! alalala..lazie to write and dunno what to write lah..aiyoo... super mafan!
mmm... wanna thx chin for cheerin me up this 2 days.haha.. (thx gurl..) im better ad no worries kay. *smile*

here without u...

*chin miss readin ma blog? hah..*

mmmmmm... m so sad now!! so moody~moodless~..missing someone badly now .. left to ns ad tis early morn.. was msgin and talkin wit him . but when he reached his camp, we stopped msg til now!! m wondering is bcoz no line? or is bcoz he passed up the hp ad? mmph~ *worry worry*
lalala,, not use to it la.. used to msg n call everyday but now.. mayb can call / msg once/twice a week niah~ aiihh... mmmm.. juz hope he can get use to the place n enjoy himself there..

well well well... nth much for me~ this few days lack of sleep eh me. yesterday slept around 4sth 5..woke up at 8sth!! hmmph`` went to pd juz now wit kelvin and zheyi. went to have a look at da place. what shud i say? not like what i expected lor. its a PUSAT la -- the place we're goina stay.. stay DORM!! mujur one nite niah~ uh.. so sad!! from 14 person now bcame 10 person niah goin! arghh..belle,caixuan,weejiet n weiming FFK us! blardiePOOL..thx to weiming lo they dun wanna come ad.. aiyoo.``sadcase.. m pissed la.i mean, they like dun care bout all this shit!! they as in all those comm la. sighs.. makes me dun even feel like goin to this trip ad..i rather spend on shopin/jap buffet ei~ uh....
then the place aso.. like nth to do eh over ther..at nite can la we can have campfire...can drink and alll but day time leh? sighs..any idea?? what can we do for the day time?! hmmph`` then the beach is .. so pathetic-like.hah.. no ppl ther that kind.. aiih~ when we went to the other direction,which is ard 15 mins away frm wher we stay, the beach over there is much more nicer ehh~dunno la how~ aiih!!! mmmmm...
dunno what to say... dun even feel like doin anythin for tis as everybody dun seem like gvin a damn on it..sighs..our GOOD PREZ do nth bout it..even roger aso help..SHE? buhhh..speechless eh! goshh``
arghh...so tense up eh now!test,pd trip,... ... more more more!!


::missudear::

boohhoo!! am back frm redang~ so sad but no choice!!
time passed so faz ler! sighs. aaiihh~ but then i really had a great tym over ther =)
the resort was nice but w/o fwens wil b bored la of coz! hiak``
uh...chin soweee tak ada pic of me in bikins!! bahaha.. soweee eh? coz wear for snok eh.. hard to take pic ler.sorriee..hahah~nx time show u real life lah..blek
only took a few pics tho~ alalla..
but then if u're goin to redang, go!! laguna resort not bad seriously! m sure u'll enjoy! have "disco" eh ther..u can dance til u drop too =) really nice place. snok aso nice but so sad me dun have chance to go marine park. sob sob... only the nx day can but i went back early..duh~ too bad for me ...

lalalala... miss u la chin~ wanna meet u!!!!!!!!!! muahaha. when to go for "our promise " huh? keke... m looking forward eh ! =p
wil 'discuss' wit u asap when online.hah

here's sum pic taken in redang ::

taken in front of the "moremoretea"

frm da left::shaun::daniel::bran::

``lyne n nic`` at the beach=)

--cutieee & i--

allalala..
ma dear goin to NS!! sobb sobb`` dowan u to go lah~haihh`` sad case but no choce..am sure u'll enjoy wan lah =) dun cry baby =p

well, laz sat met up wit uchin and abby(her fwen) so nice hanging out wit em.. and i brought zheyi(ma tennis fwen) go lepak ard together~ was fun... damn crazie lah them
then hangie, ren and zhe came after that.win them aso went .. win went meet up qi`` hmmmm..pening kepala wit both of them..good and bad at times hah... quarrel can b thier daily routin!! keke.. [they eppie can ad lah]
well, 1st time in ma life, went clubbin laz saturday~ wit ren,zhe and qi` mmm..what shud i say? was kinda bored act.. haha..i mean, tot wil be like HIGH or sth~ aihh.. shud hav go to thai club huh? keke.. the nx time goina go wit chin!! like, chin join us!! keke.. that time'll b more fun i guess..hah
after ma redang yeah chin!! better not break promise! and i HOPE ma mummy say i can go for hair cut..cannot tahan la..!! arghhh

yeeehaa!! goin back this thursday! then saturday can meet up wit u!!!! gosh.. looking forward like hell eii.waaaaaaaaaaaa'''' but then that'll b ma laz time to meet u ad lor..i mean b4 u go NS. afta that...whow!! 3 months? goshh..i'll die eii
sobbbbbbbbbb =`(
haih~ nvm.. i 'll try to go termeloh n wait for u when uve finished.. go meet u up after ur 3 months..OMG!! CAN IMAGINE U IN BOTAK! euuuuuuuuuuu..haha~
llalallaa///

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hah..its ME again!! aiks,, and its like 5am in the morn..!! AND im stil awake? aihh~ sad case.. tot i shd b sleepin huh!! kenot sleep..bad mood!! darn``
haih~
uh..and i juz came back from doing my assign which muz pass up 2mrw.. cool? hah..do laz minute in like 3hrs.. hehe.. vincent n i did together.. but i was ther for like juz lookin at him doin the assgn hehe.. coz i lazie to bring my laptop out so asked em to bring his and do.. so he do the typing and all..alalala,, nth much to to tho i mean, we copy and paste it oni ma..hahaha...
thank goodnees hanchuen was acc-ing me sms.. elso i'll fall asleep dy then kena marah like hell lor! hehe..

b4 i went out, was chattin wit yoke chin ::
........ ............ ...... .... ......... .............. ....
(conversation...)
me : hey , ur money got stolen ??
yoke chin : ya, in com lab yesterday. cause im careless again!
me : aiks.. so sad~ then, how much huh?
yoke chin : luckily is arond RM25 only
me : oh..thats better not so much.
yoke chin : hahaha. ya but the theif stole mycoins too!!
me : hahaha...really? stoopeed ler! coins aso steal?
any idea who steal?
yoke chin : and the INTI COUPON USE IN CANTEEN de aso steal ..
me : walao eh!! the hell..?
yoke chin : that theif is so greedy la..hahah!!
me : muahahaha
yoke chin : i think the thief is veru hungry la.
me: aaha!! maybe hor.keke .. so u think is BLACKS or CHINESE stole?
yoke chin : i think is chinese la coz i put my bag at the rack behind ther 1 and i realize one guy keep on looking at me.
me : ooo...aih~ so careless 1 u
yoke chin : ya la..before tis is my 7610 phone in the bus now money in com lab. so terrible
me : hah...yeah nx time muz beware le lo
yoke chin : ya la! all my friends scolded me included my bf..he say im so careless. i think nx time if i disappear he dunno where to find me already lo..hahha
.... .... .... ... .... ....

hah..i alw like to chat v her..coz she's alw so happy-go-lucky!! hmm,, envy her! she's like everyday aso so happy kind of gal. alw smile or laugh. Ask lame jokes when we're bored in class~ hah..used to b closer wit her laz 2 sem but bcoz this sem only one class same so not as close as b4 d.. but stil like to talk2her eh. whenever i have probs , i'll rather go for her. ppl study psychology de wor..dun play play ah
she makes me know how to think this and that.. i mean, she alw give good advise but then sumtimes freakin' funny!!
she damn freakin' careless wan la.. see, her money got stollen~ aihh sad case!! 1st semester , her handphone got stollen DURING EXAM somemore.. in the bus.. duh.... somemore she put it in her pocket wor..and her phone is not small .. aiyoh..very "lun chun" wan la her~ =.=
mmmmmmm...i wish to sleep eh now but i stil cant sleep la..arghh!!!
really pissed off rite now. feel like shouting at someone.. or anyone?? i wanna pinjam body--wanna punch+hit+pinch+bite!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa``` babi.. i hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u til the tinniest bits eii!!! booohh`` HATE U but stil loves u! *burb*

.... well, went to kl wit johann, kelvin, eugene and nuri. one car only -- johann drove us there`` went to Mandarin Oriental(nx to KLCC) then when he coach tennis, we went lepak in KLCC. afta his tennis we went beach club also walking distance only la..
ok..lets talk abt Mandarin Oriental-- whow!! its freaking cool okay?the tennis court aso not bad.. and the swimming pool aso,, altho not big but can see the view of klcc's park!! very cool!! dun say the hotel, the washroom itself aso..walao!! makes me feel like stayin ther oni!! have like dressing table, a lounge WITH TV!!! spa !!! wah wah wah`` thats cool ei seriously! uh... was in ther wit nuri for some time tho.. we walk walk ard, took pic and all.. ahha
here's the photo of the toilet ::

cool huh? the dressing table~

the spa :: makes me almoz jump in``

::Nuri::Paulyne--aso taken in the wash room

me,coach,eugene and nuri
at the pool side!!

--me,kelvin,eugene & nuri --

beach club:
its a freaking cool place! very chilling place~ okay, good thing!! today is thursday nite so FREE DRINKS FOR GALS!!*thumbs up* haha
Nuri and i untung ler..hiakhiak mmmm,,had 2 glass of cocktail--cognac??[dunno if i spell it correctly not] n one more i dunno what is the name of the drink.
Then johann pour me carlsberg.. had 2 pure Carlsberg and 1 Carlsberg + black.. was ok la. uh.. im not drunk!! keke.. ordered 4 jugs of beer eh. then 2 bottles of royal~ mmmmm`` not even high!! good thing huh? haha.. tot i'll at least high or sth..bahaha
took some pic ther as well
that place more old de la.. no teenagers ther or maybe we're early ther.. mmmm,, we're ther ard 7.45pm then 9.30 cabut ad .go ther juz to chill a while.. think IF roger's ther , he's DRUNK ei.. or mayb HIGH la,hahah..

:: johann and i ::
taken in beach club..

'' nuri and coach ''

eugene::johann::kelvin

haih~ am suppose 2 b sleepin rite now since class finished at 12pm~ nth to do.. but juz dun feel sleepy n dun feel lyk sleepin~ weird weird me!! haiyoOo`` what on earth had happen to me oh? i get so pissed of myself every now and then juz bcoz i cant sleep..!! and very very hot tempered er.. aiihh`` the hell is happening to me !!! get me outa this life,ANYONE?

Johann bringin US--nuri,roger,kelvin,eugene n me to kl tmr I THINK~ hah.. er,, dunno go wher then drop us lepak in klcc while waitin for em .. then bringin us to bangsar?? thats what he said y'day.. duno jadi not tho~
well... class sux, everythin sux lately..think i screwed up e'thin lately! gosh!! juz felt so stress up, tention, screwed up, pissed, blah ... ... sigh!! aihh.. what is happening to me.. i mean, i can barely understand myself lately.. am juz not myself lah lately.. stress stress stress!!! fcuked up man`` i dunno i stress wit what aso.. alalala..my studies is getting tougher and tougher lately.. then headache "attack" me again and again! aaaaaaaaaa... i hate this kinda fcuked up feelings la! i dowan to suffer lidat. bet noone can understand how the hell is my feelings!! coz me myself aso dunno whats on my mind, what am i thinkin and al~ rather die that kind? hah what a joke.. if i can choose die or cont my life, i would rather choose die!! then, dun have to let anyone worry and i dun have to suffer!!

wah..tmr KL, saturday KL again? hah..very rich ah? damn! PK ad lo...hahaha~ lalala,,chin!! dun make me spend money ah~keke. hopefully everythin goes on well la.. i mean like dun later laz minute qi say not comin or chin say cant meet up.. OR mayb am the one who say "UH sory gals i cant go" gosh!! HOPEFULLY!!! =p
sienzzzzzzzzzz... act i have one group assign but so sad to say that my group member dunno DIE wher..shit!! both aso alw didnt turn up for clas de..one dunno drop the subject ad or what..one more alw didnt go class.. they aso dun bother.. damn!! die la like that! somemore got presentation oh~ tiu lo... i have to do all? no way!! arghh`` ive look for those information and all but then takkan i do al? not fair ma!! then write thier name in lidat? blah!! nothin is free dear!! aaaaaaaaaaaa...sei babi la both babi,donkey,monkey!!!

blardie pool..laz nite kena bully during dinner time! nuri told us that the "uncle tan" stalls dirty.. someone tapao-ed back then saw cockroach in the food!! and i was like "HAR?YIERRRRRRRR..DISGUSTING.." plus am eating pau that time..almoz puke.. then they know i geli.. then dunno true or not.. roger /johann say sum1 aso makan the pau here[the place we had dinner] then saw lizard? thankgoodness i finished my food ad.. when they told me..i almoz vomit out all the food..coz at 1st roger say is cockcroach and i cant stop imagining how that freakin' cockcroach look like n all..ueksssssssss..yierrrr then they keep on saying like..." eii pauline, when u eat, anythin that u bite then cannot putus la this and that" euuuuuuu ... ueks... pls lah.. so "eyer"!! ahh..babi wan lah them... hmmph``