suddenly...

my mind have all sort of things.
and i cant sleep...
im very tired and headache BUT i just cant sleep w.o knowing a reason?
tmr will be another long day for me.
schwarzkoph class AGAIN.
have to wake up at 7.30am!! and will be going to somewhere near midv there for class.
sighs.
its 2.24AM and i cant sleep.
ouch ... how sad.
have any of u tried this? i mean like, ur brain is working BUT u dont know wtf is in ur mind!
arghhh...

okay, maybe bad news i heard from fern and stef
this two reallt potong stim... planned to go up up hill together already and suddenly.....
say CANNOT GO!
ma....louu......
damn sad!
and is like LAST MINUTE ONLY TELL!
aaron was quite upset , too! juz now lepas-ed all the geram on me..
i persuaded him. and now its my turn to feel unhappy =(
if fern not going, maybe still acceptable coz she's not from my batch BUT stef?
haih~ we're going to celebrate our n have fun for our batch and now, SHE CANT GO? is like w.t.f!
arghh.. well, ok im not blaming her coz she cant go but im kinda disappointed that we planned all this like 2 weeks ago and suddenly..... she say she cant go coz dad doesnt allow?
hmmph she supposed to ask like weeks ago or few days back?
but i asked her to persuade her dad again tmr.
juz HOPE she can go larh.
there's nth we can do.
we've booked room, paid and all.
else we would have call it off!
sad sad~

and suddenly... my brain..... my mind.....
have all the past memories popping out.
sad things all suddenly "pop" out.
waaaaaaaaa fcuk!
jst feel like crying , shouting... ... but no tears?? sobs