juz came back from ORIENTATION NITE and it boreds me like hell !! uh`` well,2 kelantanese--han ying and eng siang was nominated but only han ying went into finals. she looks pretty tonite seriously!! mmmmm... i was bored til.. s p e e c h l e s s!! was waiting for someone's msg.. but tat someone just didnt even bother to msg me.. sigh. wanna msged em but that fella say will msg me afta shower. BUT...I didnt receive any for like 1 hrs? sad case..then, when saw a msg and i was so excited..who knows that fella sent" hey gal where u now.." and i was like....wth? uh.. so farking disappointed.. arghh!!! i juz dont know what am i thinking this few days! i mean i acted very LAMY-LY, CHILDISH-LY, STUPEED-LY, IDIOT-LY... ... uh..i wonder can u tahan? sigh.. i juz dunno why i react lidat! i get so sensitive easily.. if wanna say bcoz of period, impossible coz finished.. if wanna say dun ove em anymore,that much more impossible coz am missing em everyday MORE AND MORE! mmmmmm stress?? worries?? i have no idea at all..and i hate maself for this! sigh... like..waited for a msged for hrs.. wont u get pissed? arghhhhhhhhhh`` whateva.. maybe i over react! hmmph``
my day was...? ahh..bad bad bad.. fucked screwed up my test! i mean,i did my best and i dunno wth am i writing! hah.. was not that tough act but... i dunno lah. heh..(its over!! forget bout it!) and now am bz studying for ma CSC.. this 1 damn many chapter eh..but then is like 20 mcq and 2 short essay ~ shud i say ez or tough? plus..NO TIPS GIVEN AT ALL.. damn "kedekut tips" eh this lec! babeee betul! blek blek
tmr chelle coming d.. shud b sleepin wit me for a nite .. i think~ and then... friday dunno wth we going...
oh chatted wit sieu ee(tennis fwen).. she asked me drop by her place one day and go lepak wit her..i miss her...i mean,her family...even ur "popo"(grandma) and "yeye"(grandpa) !! so sad to hear that popo is sick now..wish to go visit her..probly nx week IF am free~ her mom is like so sporting and we can talk a lot..her father aso-- a tenis coach.. her younger sis--talks a lot!hah.. so, was asking me go to her place juz to visit them lor.. i'll consider that.
hrmm.. saw ashley juz now..and asked her bout the PD TRIP.. said changed date to 18th of march..--suppose to be 11st ma..now changed to 18!! so,i can consider abt the redang trip lor? the most i skip monday class! hah..what bout that? will ask mom bout it! keke... duno if she allows not and dnno if am free not as well.keke.. but really feel like going lah redang RAWKS!! i really wanna go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love pulau(s) haha..